Saturday, February 19, 2022

Searching

 
—Poetry and Photos by Cynthia Linville, Rocklin, CA



WHAT WE’RE SEARCHING FOR (2)
(A Google Poem)

why are ferrets illegal in california
why are people so angry right now
why can’t I sleep
why are interest rates going up
why does russia want to invade ukraine
why do dogs eat grass
why can’t I tag people on facebook
why can’t we print more money
why does god allow suffering
why does quinoa need to be rinsed
why does covid cause loss of smell
why can’t people hear me on my iPhone
why does nobody want to work
why does dna replicate
why does wikipedia need money
why does frodo leave
why does ophelia kill herself
why does the grinch hate christmas
why does the government spy on us
why does a compass point north
why does bitcoin have value
why does the moon shine
why does saturn have rings
why does gravity exist
why can’t congress pass a budget
why can’t I remember my childhood
why does love hurt so much
why does my eye keep twitching
why does zoom echo
why does déjà vu happen
why does nothing feel real

* * *

“What We’re Searching For” (1) was published on Medusa’s Kitchen on March 22, 2011 (medusaskitchen.blogspot.com/2011/03/volti-subito.html)
 
 
 

 
 
DROWNED

Desire waits
in the middle of
its own ocean

overflowing
into our trembling
hands

pulling us into
the gravity
of a tide

that rips away
our best intentions
dissolves our fragile objections

until we are
plunged
onto rocks unseen

mercilessly
entangling us
in our own boneless dreams
 
 
 

 
 
WANTED

She hesitates on the threshold of a room
she’s never been in before.

Yet she is drawn in by the reckless light,
by a stillness that has no color.

She feels bleached out, overexposed.
It feels good.

She wants to unmake herself,
become naked, evaporate her past.

She wants to become this photograph,
be this impervious.

    *    *    *

A bright, glossy photograph,
impervious to time

an artful nude, lacking scars,
floating pristine above the shadows

all real identifiers bleached out—
she becomes unclaimed territory.

She becomes reckless, still,
devoid of color.
 
 
 

 
 
NOLA
        Please take me in your scented arms
        
New Orleans, I'm coming for more

        Oh, New Orleans I'm coming for more
                             —Dayna Kurtz   


Not even the sky seems right
in this insomniac’s city
impoverished and doomed
a glitter that rubs off—

a borrowed dress
that makes her look more beautiful
than she actually is
that makes you say yes

to the smoking heart of
this godforsaken city—
spattered with light
and out of focus

a neon kaleidoscope you can taste
jazzy and fizzing
too sharp
too sweet

When you go inside her embrace
her addictive darkness
enters you,
never leaves
 
 
 
 


DIAGNOSIS

She assumed there’d be so much more time

Like a pilgrim, she walks all the way to the water
She stands on the shore, outmatched by hope

The sky shines with moonless rain
with fog, the color of temple smoke

She knows the horizon is bigger than her life—
a life she’s about to slip into her pocket

Some people survive their stories

___________________

Today’s LittleNip:
 
There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.

—Maya Angelou,
I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings

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It’s been a while since songbird Cynthia Linville visited the Kitchen, and we’re glad to have her here with her fine poems and her lovely seascapes! Remember that photos in this column can be enlarged by clicking on them once, then clicking on the X in the top right corner to come back to Medusa.

Tonight (Sat., 2/19), from 6-7:30pm: Placerville’s Poetry Art Walk celebrates Hearts and Flowers Month with an open mic themed “Kissing the Bee”. TooGood Cellars, 304 Main St., Placerville. Host: Lara Gularte.

___________________

—Medusa
 
 
 
 Tippi, Bodega, CA

—Photo by Cynthia Linville
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


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