Only Your Perfection
—Poetry and Photos by Joyce Odam, Sacramento, CA
LATE
Reams of light unfolding over the landscape—the
long way to anywhere, the time it takes to get there,
the silence in the car, the way time seems unreal when
you are obliviously lost—the billboards whizzing by—
unimportant in the dusk. Why silence now? There is
so much to say, the way direction holds true, no matter
which way you enter it—the belief in destination—
in safe travel—in never having to stop for relief or
to refuel. The moon is a clock. It moves across the
ever-shifting night. It hides and reappears. It grows
until it fills the new horizon and bursts open, spilling
its last illumination . . . oh, that can’t be real . . . this
is only a slow trip home in an old car—the way
familiar—the whole world changed—the night air
coming in the window—only a few last headlights
coming by from the other direction.
(prev. pub. in Curbside Review, 2003)
Reams of light unfolding over the landscape—the
long way to anywhere, the time it takes to get there,
the silence in the car, the way time seems unreal when
you are obliviously lost—the billboards whizzing by—
unimportant in the dusk. Why silence now? There is
so much to say, the way direction holds true, no matter
which way you enter it—the belief in destination—
in safe travel—in never having to stop for relief or
to refuel. The moon is a clock. It moves across the
ever-shifting night. It hides and reappears. It grows
until it fills the new horizon and bursts open, spilling
its last illumination . . . oh, that can’t be real . . . this
is only a slow trip home in an old car—the way
familiar—the whole world changed—the night air
coming in the window—only a few last headlights
coming by from the other direction.
(prev. pub. in Curbside Review, 2003)
Days Pulled Into Night
LIGHT, SLIPPING IN
Something moving at an edge,
something without a shape
or sound,
something known and unknown—
a vague insinuation—as an old song
or older memory.
You hesitate,
lest it remember you.
The moment shifts.
Light alters, thins, extends,
shape reaffirms as substance,
offers its touch.
You hesitate—
what you remember
is not love,
is more
like loss—
neither wanted.
Light finds the mirror—
enters,
turns,
and lets itself be known.
What else can you do
but welcome it.
(after “Impressionist” by Taylor Graham,
but not following the syllabic structure)
Something moving at an edge,
something without a shape
or sound,
something known and unknown—
a vague insinuation—as an old song
or older memory.
You hesitate,
lest it remember you.
The moment shifts.
Light alters, thins, extends,
shape reaffirms as substance,
offers its touch.
You hesitate—
what you remember
is not love,
is more
like loss—
neither wanted.
Light finds the mirror—
enters,
turns,
and lets itself be known.
What else can you do
but welcome it.
(after “Impressionist” by Taylor Graham,
but not following the syllabic structure)
Shadow's Edge
LIVING IN THE VALLEY
Here is the last light
saved from day—
saved past a shadow edge.
And here is the emptiness
from a space
so full it seems forever lent.
But slow is slow, and forever
meant : clarity forever,
if the day does not end.
And here is where the story
does not change :
there is a mountain that holds
everything from view,
and trees that shrink from distance
as though distance can’t be crossed.
And we live here,—
in this valley,
where the last light settles
in a little pool,
and the moon lives there,
giving us hope,
for there—
a few stars shine
as deep and brightly as they can
Something Like A Cry
now the world
Ice Splitting, Baikal Lake
is split
it is tearing in half at the long seam of the ocean
and beneath the waterfall of the mountain.
I hear it crack in the silence of
inattention.
something like a soft cry
or a low
moan
somewhere between
hell and heaven
a width children could
still jump across
I see the shadow
widening
and how deep
it goes
deeper by the years
and decades
sunsets echo it—
strange clue—
formations cross the sky
sky song asking why
Timeless
LOW WINDOW LIGHT
The window used to hold her there,
standing and watching the day change,
her eyes holding the vague eye of distance.
However far it was, she was patient.
The room darkened behind her, the window
glinted, caught the last of the sunlight.
She grew timeless then. The waiting
never ended. The patience understood
There was never any end to the story.
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 5/19/15)
NEVER AS NOW
What’s never is now, what’s the use
of hiding—it will out, as in will in.
Heavy with doubt, we re-assess.
Excuses—ever what we use.
Why confuse this
with fact.
Fact is an act.
Act 1. Done.
Pure nonsense?
How pure?
Mix this with that
and drink slowly.
In a hurry, she asks?
Here is only here.
Elsewhere is nowhere.
Here is still here—period.
Spinning. A gold child in the center of
her spin. Look. She is happy. She can spin.
Artistry
Today’s LittleNip:
HOW WELL I KNOW THE MUSE NOW
—Joyce Odam
in our old
hide-&-seek game,
taking years
to play,
efforts to make,
then, obedient to her,
trying to catch all
those words she flashes through the mind
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Our thanks to Joyce Odam today (and her daughter, Robin Gale Odam), for today’s musings on Light, Joy, and Hope—our Seed of the Week with which we head for 2022, The Year of the Tiger.
Our new Seed of the Week is “The New Normal”. Send your poems, photos & artwork about this (or any other) subject to kathykieth@hotmail.com. No deadline on SOWs, though, and for a peek at our past ones, click on “Calliope’s Closet”, the link at the top of this column, for plenty of others to choose from.
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—Medusa
—Photo by Joyce Odam
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