WINTER MORNING: END OF LOVE
We are made brittle.
Love is caught
in the glittering web
at morning.
The sun is harsh
in its burning.
There can be no softness.
Love must die sharply.
Icy roses make
snapping sounds
where the diamond dew
is melting.
Petals crack open
and dark leaves
clutch at the metal winds.
Our eyes are breaking.
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TRAPPED IN WINTER
(after "The Beautiful Savages" by Georges Barber)
Love flaunts by—out of reach,
in a lure of three: dancers,
or models of costume,
bold-eyed
and green-stockinged—
wearing dyed feathers,
lace
and beads—
in a bright window
full of time’s transitions—
winter’s hot-house
for icy eyes to melt through
with praise, envy, signs.
Mirrors know their secrets,
how they entice, comply—
reflect desire—
all three
miming: Choose me.
THE NEWSPAPER TELLS IT
(for John Berryman)
poet in icy river
kills self
poet in river kills
icy poet
river in poet
self river
river kills poet
in icy self
kills poet
self poet
icy
kills river
poet
in river
poet kills self
in icy river
(first pub. in Wormwood Review, 1973)
These are the days of February—blossoms quick-
ening the trees. All over the city, white blossoms,
pink blossoms—brightening the cold, thin air;
And the mood of winter begins to fight for itself,
bites down on nights and keeps changing its mind.
Dreams up frost, and paints the days differently.
THE LAKE BENEATH THE ICE
We are skating on the icy lake in blue cold
and white distance—circling out
and circling back to the careful shore.
We want to trust this lake of ice—
test ourselves against instinctual fear.
We glide in the glimmering hum of
the late afternoon—a bit farther out
each time—the other skaters
following their own testing of belief.
We are as purposeful as we will
ever be on this thin and creaking ice
that shudders at the cutting of our blades.
You hold
so still.
Shades of cold light
play on your face.
I turn to the window,
stare through icy distance,
watch your image test my own in
the glass—feel your back stiffen—I’m
afraid
for us.
One two three four five.
Pull something out of
the hat. Six seven
eight nine ten. Count back:
Ten nine eight seven,
round and round to one
more—one more?—two more
times, as many as
it takes to get out
of this trap—how the
mind-quirk works, fiddling
with words. Two four six
eight ten, a break in
pattern. Weave in. Weave
out. Try for threes, un-
even. Three six nine.
What hat?—boredom hat,
floor-hat, cards tossed in:
Ace Deuce King Queen Jack,
most on floor—not in
Top Hat. Stupid game.
(first pub. in Rattlesnake Review, 2008)
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It is always so:
glass beads in stray sunlight,
specks of illusion hiding against sand.
It is always what we know and say:
the look of cold winter light, the intense
feel of it, the love of winter with its eerie glow.
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