—Janet Pantoja, Woodinville, WA
My
best friend
loves me with
no conditions
in good times or bad.
My patient loyal friend
listens, forgives, is joyful.
My friend is my Dog—is God.
(cinquain pattern 1)
Sofia
wears green
socks after frolicking
in the freshly cut
grass
When Dogs Wear Green Socks II
(cinquian pattern 2)
Sofia
white, groomed
running, basking, frolicking
on freshly manicured lawn
disaster
When Dogs Wear Green Socks III
(cinquain pattern 3)
white dogs
wear bight green socks
after frolicking in
freshly manicured green grass
so cool
—Janet Pantoja
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—Janet Pantoja
Euthanasia: Eu + Thanato from Greek meaning good, well or happy + death; Thanatos (death personified) an easy and painless death, act or method of causing death painlessly so as to end suffering.
I can still see you trotting happily
home from a jaunt in the woods
coming through the chain link gate . . .
it would only be a matter of days until
you would return to the woods—still, cold, lifeless—
Suddenly ill . . .
you wasted away in pain,
shivering sometimes--three long days,
three long nights passed by so quickly . . .
yet not so quickly, while You Thanatos!
hovered.
Decision: euthanasia
it was a long last ride
to do the kind deed for you my best friend;
it was a long last hour for us . . .
you were heavy in my arms
while I waited in anguish
in the little exam room for You Thanatos!
the needle prick was quick—
the last pain for you—wincing
your brown eyes wide open,
you were overcome by peaceful sleep . . .
the sorrowful ride back home seemed endless—
you in a cardboard box
in the trunk of the car.
Back home . . .
a headstone, a footstone
a circle of rocks, a covering of rocks
a torrent of teardrops
a few parting words . . .
bye bye Charlie . . .
sleep peacefully next to dear little Koosha.
Epilogue . . .
fourteen years seemed like such a long time
and yet . . .
so suddenly, oh so suddenly
it was over—
You Thanatos!
YOU TOOK THEM BOTH!
Charlie 12/21/91 - 9/4/06, 14 yrs 8 mo
Koosha 10/7/89 - 4/14/05, 15 yrs 6 mo
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