—Poetry by Joyce Odam and Robin Gale Odam,
Sacramento, CA
—Photos by Joyce Odam
Sacramento, CA
—Photos by Joyce Odam
THE RELEASE
—Joyce Odam
Man of the wild dance—of the mad reunion,
let me dance with you, and whirl like you—
until my shadows beat like wings about me
making their own circles of lift and fall,
the way your garments whip and flail
like ghost demons of red light and
black momentum. Let me bend
in all your directions, follow
your darkest dream toward
the illusory center where
a mirror breaks—even as
you leap, through and away,
from the center that holds you.
How can you be held by images
that release you from the frantic dance
of being—you who are distant—you who
are gone—gone into the image of yourself.
You never open your eyes. You dance alone,
even as I dance beside you but avoid the mirror
that bends your fragments in a gradual glitter and
fade—and there is no further music for the dance.
Are you still my father?
—Joyce Odam
Man of the wild dance—of the mad reunion,
let me dance with you, and whirl like you—
until my shadows beat like wings about me
making their own circles of lift and fall,
the way your garments whip and flail
like ghost demons of red light and
black momentum. Let me bend
in all your directions, follow
your darkest dream toward
the illusory center where
a mirror breaks—even as
you leap, through and away,
from the center that holds you.
How can you be held by images
that release you from the frantic dance
of being—you who are distant—you who
are gone—gone into the image of yourself.
You never open your eyes. You dance alone,
even as I dance beside you but avoid the mirror
that bends your fragments in a gradual glitter and
fade—and there is no further music for the dance.
Are you still my father?
ARRIVAL
—Joyce Odam
It was for you I wore this heavy gown
and brought this gift.
It was for you I grew this thin
and tough as the resisting, jealous wind.
It was for you that now
I grip your hand with such a grip.
Don’t fall away.
Don’t turn aside.
It was for you I learned
to control the erosion of my face.
You’ll not learn who I am until
you look with fear and love into my eyes.
I am the power now. It is for you I touch
your weakness with my claim:
it was you who called me,
and I came.
SOAP
—Robin Gale Odam
They all looked perfect,
but there was something else.
Trouble descended the staircase.
Misery peeked out from a shadow.
Old love reappeared, eyes half-shut.
Threat and peril renewed their pact.
Worry remembered about sorrow.
Suffering vowed to leave.
Misfortune asked a favor.
They all averted their eyes.
The year arrived with its chill.
They all shivered.
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 3/28/23)
WINTER AFTER WINTER
—Joyce Odam
After “Wild Swans” by Edna St. Vincent Millay
It was not swans, but the dark birds of
misery that went over, over the wild sky,
claiming themselves lost.
What could we do
but listen
till they faded.
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Such were the storms of winter,
arriving and arriving
till we were wildly crying—
through them
and beyond them,
winter after winter.
___
Thus love was broken, at the heart—
at the heart and mind,
and all the habits of forgiving.
Such
was
the error.
___
Dearest—not a fault—but a failure.
This day is but another, and another,
sad reminder—
the way we are long parted.
Death and living.
Memory and forgetting.
And, oh, these birds of sorrow
bearing everything through
the terrible skies, finding their way.
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 11/26/13)
WHEN I GO VIOLET-MOTIONED
THROUGH THE HOUR
—Joyce Odam
When I go
violet-motioned through the hour
I go alone
without your smile or kindness.
I am a century removed from here.
I feel my flesh sing cool
with evening.
My tamed wild animals
step through the leaves.
I am not dangerous to them.
I cannot find the center
but there is no hurry.
I think I am in the mind of a
story-teller.
Green is born
and when I weep for it
my eyes are endless with
unreceivable love.
Somewhere the word I must learn
is drowning under silence.
When I come back to a sound
my poems are as heavy as trees,
but I put all the thoughts I have gathered
before you
like perfect visions.
Under your sleeping
I dream.
Deep in the water
a bird strange in its happiness
tells me what it has heard
in the dark of my mind.
(prev. pub. in Wind Magazine, Fall 1975; and
Medusa’s Kitchen, 9/28/21. Also
Grand Prize Winner, Ina Coolbrith Contest, 1972)
VEER
—Robin Gale Odam
priorities shift as if they were
options—as wee birds in a nest,
beaks open to the sky, every one
in peril.
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 5/9//23)
A ONCE-TOLD LAND
—Joyce Odam
We are all lost together
on this land.
We came to hunt wild berries
and wilder flowers.
But we found nothing for
our hands to gather.
Now we have come too far.
And though we can hear
an evening train caress the distance,
we cannot find its long black tracks,
as though some wilderness
would not accept that scar.
But the sunset
is a thing of glory,
uninterrupted as we had imagined,
continuing like a Scheherazade-story,
larger than Cinerama . . .
and we confess that we are
terribly sorry we did not think
to bring a camera.
We are getting frightened and cold,
colder than all the splendor
and the hunger; and we put
our arms about each other
and recall the warning
of another story teller
who cautioned
that this was a once-told land
without a morning.
(prev. pub. in Vagabond, 1972; and
Medusa’s Kitchen 11/13/12; 5/25/21)
NEON
—Robin Gale Odam
Strange at the window,
The dark end of night and the
Shiver of wind at the yellow lace curtain.
Strange at the window,
To look past the curtain, to look
Through the neon to rumors of war.
Strange at the window,
The breath of the wind through the
Yellow lace curtain—the cold light of
Neon, the dark end of night and the
Translucent rumors of war.
Strange at the window,
The cold neon and the cold hotel—
Cold coffee and scone on a tray in the
Hallway and one faint knock at the door.
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 3/13/22)
I would have Picasso paint me
in the
wildest
of flowers—
angled and bent
in the most outrageous of
colors—made of garish light
and smearing.
I would be a poppy here
and a thistle there
I would not be invisible.
My eyes would have to be
found in one of my
distortions; my heart
would be hidden in one of my
depictions—cut open
and poured
into an old cup of beauty.
My twisted hands would
affirm their affection
for the poetry of
his deepest rage and holy feeling.
I would understand
our mutual interpretation.
I would suffer
his fame.
He would forget to sign his name.
—Joyce Odam
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 3/3/15)
I REMEMBER SWEARING
in another language—it was not in
words I understood but the surge of it
was exhilarating—evil stood behind me,
mimicking and memorizing promises,
and crying.
—Robin Gale Odam
(prev. pub. in Brevities, October 2015; and
Medusa’s Kitchen, 7/4/12)
EGO AS WORSHIP
—Joyce Odam
You are The Sun—Love as Love;
I bask in you,
from childhood on—
my light,
my forever.
I tell time by you.
I tell patience by you.
I tell my long suffering by you.
You mark my counting.
Each night you become a horizon.
I focus on you.
You dim,
then disappear—
hiding from me.
I mark your line, barely discernable.
Each morning you return—
light my face—
promise,
promise, promise.
I always believe you
though you are seasonal,
I cannot control you with my desire.
Oh Sun,
Oh Healer;
I am
dim
by comparison.
How can I deserve you?
You who are
Mother,
Father,
God-figure,
Healer of dark—
every answer to my life—
my love depends on you.
In winter
you almost frighten me,
how you turn so cold.
Have I offended you
with my summer complaint?
Am I arrogant to question this?
You who are The Sun to me
must ever console me;
you are the focal point of my existence;
when I sleep, so do you—
or so I believe.
I am the only one who knows this.
You burn out—you die,
even as I.
You who are the sun—I who name you
Love,
Life-force,
Love-force—
you alone in my sky,
in my dark,
in my distance from you—
surely you must know
that I am your only connective.
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Today’s LittleNip:
HAUNTED
—Joyce Odam
I wrestle with your obstinate ghost,
ever-angry and unforgiving,
what a wild loving and hating—
never resolved,
the push and pull of difference—
ever-faithful to the war.
Even now, you assail me in dreams,
still wanting my surrender.
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Happy New Year from poets all over to world to poets all over the world—and to everyone else, too! Our thanks to Joyce Odam and Robin Gale Odam for sparkling poems, and for Joyce’s equally sparkling photos today based on our Seed of the Week, “Out of Control”. Here’s hoping we get those out-of-control horses of 2024 calmed back down again in 2025.
Our new Seed of the Week is “Before I Knew Better”. Send your poems, photos & artwork about this (or any other) subject to kathykieth@hotmail.com. No deadline on SOWs, though, and for a peek at our past ones, click on “Calliope’s Closet”, the link at the top of this column, for plenty of others to choose from. And see every Form Fiddlers’ Friday for poetry form challenges, including those of the Ekphrastic type.
I was wrong in yesterday’s post—Countdown on the Cobblestones happens in Old Sac TONIGHT, not yesterday. I hope you checked Medusa’s calendar; it’s correct on there. In any case, celebrate SOMEwhere tonight, and be safe!
For Edna St. Vincent Millay’s “Wild Swans”, go to https://poets.org/poem/wild-swans/.
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(http://medusaskitchen.blogspot.com/p/wtf.html)
in the links at the top of this page—
and keep an eye on this link and on
the daily Kitchen for happenings
that might pop up
—or get changed!—
during the week.
Photos in this column can be enlarged by
clicking on them once, then clicking on the x
in the top right corner to come back to Medusa.
Poets’ bios appear on their first MK visit.
To find previous posts, type the name
of the poet (or poem) into the little
beige box at the top left-hand side
of this column. See also
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side of this column to find
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