—Photo by Robert Lee Haycock
an inconvenient excuse
—Robert Lee Haycock, Antioch
paper boxes floating on a circle of blue
broken wings as soft as dawn and incense
locked doors that time will not open
dry streams in which many will drown
the language of trees
a home that used to be
quickly we must be gone quickly
unsown fields ready for harvest
unsown fields already burning
unsown fields surrounded by water
unsown fields buried in birdsong
the armor of clouds
a lie you never heard
quickly we must be gone quickly
ten good reasons not to
far horizons that will not stay away
one more mountain and a river of bone
hungry telephones barking barking barking
the end of desire
an inconvenient excuse
quickly we must be gone quickly
_________________________
better than nothing
—Robert Lee Haycock
we feast on dirt served up with knives and forks
we used to burn but now we stop the rains
nothing is better than nothing
we wind our voices through straws and reeds
we laugh at pretending but only smile at all the blood
nothing is better than nothing
we are getting nowhere too fast and too far
we can start over but never often enough
nothing is better than nothing
we tear the hills down to build holes that fill days
we once saw God in the most obvious of places
nothing is better than nothing
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BOZO AND THE BUS
—Robert Lee Haycock
The Moon races ahead through the high voltage lines
And waxes and wanes new to new again in a day
The street lamps have set the sky above to smoldering
And night never comes then again it never comes
The ferris wheel can only be ridden from 12 to 6
And Fortuna is grateful for a chance to rest
The tumbleweeds are more than happy to hide us
And we can blow away when we are ready
The gutters swallow everything that comes along
And the pin boys are bored with themselves
The last all insist that they must be the first
And have forgotten how a zipper works
She is waiting there for me
And she is still smiling
—Robert Lee Haycock, Antioch
paper boxes floating on a circle of blue
broken wings as soft as dawn and incense
locked doors that time will not open
dry streams in which many will drown
the language of trees
a home that used to be
quickly we must be gone quickly
unsown fields ready for harvest
unsown fields already burning
unsown fields surrounded by water
unsown fields buried in birdsong
the armor of clouds
a lie you never heard
quickly we must be gone quickly
ten good reasons not to
far horizons that will not stay away
one more mountain and a river of bone
hungry telephones barking barking barking
the end of desire
an inconvenient excuse
quickly we must be gone quickly
_________________________
better than nothing
—Robert Lee Haycock
we feast on dirt served up with knives and forks
we used to burn but now we stop the rains
nothing is better than nothing
we wind our voices through straws and reeds
we laugh at pretending but only smile at all the blood
nothing is better than nothing
we are getting nowhere too fast and too far
we can start over but never often enough
nothing is better than nothing
we tear the hills down to build holes that fill days
we once saw God in the most obvious of places
nothing is better than nothing
________________________
BOZO AND THE BUS
—Robert Lee Haycock
The Moon races ahead through the high voltage lines
And waxes and wanes new to new again in a day
The street lamps have set the sky above to smoldering
And night never comes then again it never comes
The ferris wheel can only be ridden from 12 to 6
And Fortuna is grateful for a chance to rest
The tumbleweeds are more than happy to hide us
And we can blow away when we are ready
The gutters swallow everything that comes along
And the pin boys are bored with themselves
The last all insist that they must be the first
And have forgotten how a zipper works
She is waiting there for me
And she is still smiling
—Photo by Robert Lee Haycock
OCCASIONAL
—Taylor Graham, Placerville
This morning as we balance between
light and dark—a summer moment
falling soon to tip the unseen scales—
you say it’s the seasons’ formula
for change, earth tones slipping leaf
to stone. I say it’s metamorphosis
of spirit, stove-bound fire, a denning
of the home. “Woo-woo!” sings
jubilant my dog at edge of woods.
She curves her spine, pirouettes and
grins. She leaps and bows. Dancing
on earth, she beckons me join in.
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THIS HALLOWED EARTH
—Kevin Jones, Elk Grove
About this time of year,
Father Crowley would
Commandeer the school’s
Bus and (The term bat out
Of Hell comes to mind)
Drive us across town
To Old St. Mary’s Cemetery.
He’d herd us across the lawn
And in an uncharacteristic
Whisper, explain “This place
Is holy: it has the same
Status as a church.” I did
Notice the wide aisles,
The cross towering
At the far end, the orderly
Rows of permanent
Parishioners, waiting
For something.
“This place is beyond
The law,” he went on.
“Tradition holds you
Could seek Sanctuary
In a Catholic cemetery,”
His voice rising more
Typically to sermon
Level: “The police
Couldn’t enter; the
Police couldn’t
Take you out.”
While I wondered
How he knew so much
About such things, the
Idea of Sanctuary
Was always comforting
To me during my outlaw
Years, such as they
Were, growing up
In rural Illinois,
In the early sixties.
—Photo by Robert Lee Haycock
FUCKIN' WAIT! OK?
—Richard Hansen, Sacramento
Oh my soul!
My soul my soul my soul
Oh my soul
My soul My soul my soul
ya know?
Oh my soul
My soul My soul my soul
Oh my soul
My soul My soul my soul
Balloons and butterflies
with
fluttering wings!
the butterflies not the balloons
flashing tiger eyes
changing the minds of robins
thinking of eating them
Oh my soul!
My soul My soul my soul
Oh my soul
My soul My soul my soul
a child's birthday party!
they're growing up too soon
what a fuckin' annoyance!
plus we invited too many of them
he gets what I always wanted
but
never got
a complete set of The Rock'em Sock'em Robots
in perfect condition
—Richard Hansen, Sacramento
Oh my soul!
My soul my soul my soul
Oh my soul
My soul My soul my soul
ya know?
Oh my soul
My soul My soul my soul
Oh my soul
My soul My soul my soul
Balloons and butterflies
with
fluttering wings!
the butterflies not the balloons
flashing tiger eyes
changing the minds of robins
thinking of eating them
Oh my soul!
My soul My soul my soul
Oh my soul
My soul My soul my soul
a child's birthday party!
they're growing up too soon
what a fuckin' annoyance!
plus we invited too many of them
he gets what I always wanted
but
never got
a complete set of The Rock'em Sock'em Robots
in perfect condition
_______________________
Today's LittleNip:
IT’S ALL MIXED UP
—Caschwa, Sacramento
An opinion can be
Similar to an onion
With different layers
That need to be peeled away
Like an unwanted bunion
In some cultures women
Are forbidden to express
Opinions or milk in public
But they can peel onions
Almost any time or place
Right down to their ions
Which is what nerds cry
When they peel apart their
Hallux abducto valgus into
A pile of layers hard on the eye
—Caschwa, Sacramento
An opinion can be
Similar to an onion
With different layers
That need to be peeled away
Like an unwanted bunion
In some cultures women
Are forbidden to express
Opinions or milk in public
But they can peel onions
Almost any time or place
Right down to their ions
Which is what nerds cry
When they peel apart their
Hallux abducto valgus into
A pile of layers hard on the eye
_______________________
—Medusa, reminding you that each equinox means a new Canary, the Bay Area environmental poetry magazine. See www.hippocketpress.org/canary
All Together
—Photo by Robert Lee Haycock