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Saturday, March 13, 2021

Memories of Freedom

 
—Poetry by Michael Lee Johnson, Itasca, IL
—Visuals Courtesy of Michael Lee Johnson
 


NATIVE I AM, COCOPA
 
Now once-great events fading
into seamless history,
I am a mother, proud.
My native numbers are few.
In my heart digs many memories
forty-one relatives left in 1937.
Decay is all left of their bones, memories.
I pinch my dark skin.
I dig earthworms
farm dirt from my fingertips
grab native
Baja and Southwestern California,
its soil and sand wedged between my spaced teeth.
I see the dancing prayers of many gods.
I am Cocopa, a remnant of the Yuman family.
I extend my mouth into forest fires
Colorado rivers, trout-filled mountain streams.
I survive on corn, melons, and
pumpkins, mesquite beans.
I still dance in grass skirts
drink a hint of red Sonora wine.
 
I am a mother, proud.
I am parchment from animal earth.

 
(Note:  This is the story poem of the Cocopah Indian tribe and their journey over the years: “The River People descended from the greater Yuman-speaking area, which occupied lands along the Colorado River, and the Cocopah Indian tribe had no written language. However, historical records have been passed on orally and by outside visitors.” Michael Lee Johnson lived ten years in Canada, Vietnam era.)
 
 
 

 
 
JUICE BOX GIRL
(After-Midnight Moments)
 
I'm a juice box girl,
squeeze me, play me
like an accordion,
box-shaped, but jagged edges.
Breathe me inside out,
I'm nude, fruity, fractured,
strawberry melon,
nightshade wine.
Chicago, 3:00 a.m.
somewhere stranded
someone's balcony
memories undefined,
you will find me there
stretched naked, doing
the Electric Slide,
taking morning selfies
upward morning into the sun
then in shutters
closeout pictures
Chiquita bananas,
those Greek lovers
running late,
Little Village, Greektown
so many men's night faces fading out.
Wash cleanse in me.
I'm no Sylvia Plath
in an oven image of death
I resuscitate; I'm still alive.
 
 
 

 
 
ROCHDALE COLLEGE
FREEDOM SCHOOL, I EXILED IN TIME
Toronto, Canada (1972)

Chased by this wild, I was a black wolf of time
freedom extinguished me—
I died on borrowed time,
I died on hashish,
I died on snorting cocaine,
I died on the “H” man, heroin,
LSD, acid passed around hallucinated me
into Disneyland without my house slippers.
I nearly jumped 18 floors without hemp,
straight down breaking through plate glass,
Jesus invisible was my invincible Superman.
I nearly died listening to
American Woman, Guess Who,
they feed me downers for my overdose.
I nearly died in a small room
balling an unknown little bitch from Montreal.
All those little pills in dresser drawers, yellow, pink, and red.
I nearly died, Yonge Street, with hippy beads,
leather purse, belt, fake gold chain, and small pocket change.
I went the way I didn’t know where to go,
searching for heaven ending at entrance
hells gate, 
Mount Pleasant Cemetery.
Let me fluoresce, splatter red on the asphalt
of my exiled heart.
Let me follow the freedom school,
Summerhill, England, free love.

 
(Note: Rochdale College was patterned after Summerhill School:
Democratic “freedom school” in England, founded in 1921
by Alexander Sutherland Neill with the belief that the school
should be made to fit the child, rather than the other way around.)
 
 
 

 
 
SWEET NECTAR

Daddy wants to see a hummingbird.
Ruby-throated hummingbird
devil in feathers,
Illinois baby come to me,
challenge my feeder
sip up, drain nectar,
no straw needed.
You are a master of your craft.
My thumb your measurements
your brain 1-grain size
white rice the same as mine.
Your vision impeccable
clean your glasses thick and sticky,
murky migration into your
miracle little boy
prove 2 me you
are the real Wild Bill Hickok
dancing with your Calamity Jane
tick tock, a year there, year back,
3,000 miles across the saltwater
the route to Mexico, traveler
landing South America,
shake the dice toss them
you bandit.
Will you return hummingbird
daddy is on the blender,
mixing new formulas
bright new color nectar.

_______________________

Today’s LittleNip:


You wanna fly, you got to give up the shit that weighs you down.

—Toni Morrison, “Song of Solomon”

_______________________

—Medusa, thanking Michael Lee Johnson for his fine poetry and visuals today!
 
 
 
Michael Lee Johnson
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 



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