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Tuesday, October 27, 2020

Coffee Cups & Words

 
Reach of Meaning
—Poetry and Photos by Joyce Odam, Sacramento, CA
 


THE COFFEE MAKER

         balanced in the hand   the narrow spout   up-lifted
      pouring through the filter
    in the second filter—
    the brown
    quietness
     of the
        morning—
           the steam
                rising,
                  forming
                    white swirls of art
                    to the following eye
                of the one who pours,
             steadily and slowly
          to hear the sound
        of the pouring—
      and be the one
     who does this
    morning ritual
   with grave intensity
  and peaceful repetition
 of keeping the hand steady—
letting the filter receive and the cup fill

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COFFEE

In the mornings she wanted
her small blunt cup with the
wide handle,
a soft matte white,
no design or picture,
no cute wording—
a silent cup
that she admired
for its unobtrusiveness—
a small white cup that would
gleam and be warm in her hands.
 
 
 
But For The Background
 


BURNING INCENSE FROM CHINATOWN

So I am sitting here
on this chilly Friday
burning incense from Chinatown,
trying not to turn the heater on.

It will be hot today.
But this morning
I am surviving in sweaters
and cups and cups of coffee.
A draft from the door
pulls the
gray
musk-scent away . . .
twin lines of smoke,
lifting and breaking as I watch,
twine curving patterns in the air.

The gray ash tower
(though I have not breathed upon it)
falls from its tiny coal.
Not enough to warm its own life.
(Or mine, I smile.)


(prev. pub. in CQ Magazine [CSPS] , 2000)

_____________________

BROODING

Black Mood Number Seven
consists
of chin on hand
black stares
oily
coffee
and
cold mouth . . .

today
is
dangerous.
no doubt . . .
is dangerous.

   
(prev. pub. in Brevities, 2005)
 
 
 
To Ask
 


ON THE MORNING OF SUNDAY, MID-QUARREL

You bring me a cup of
coffee.

Thank you.

It is almost
a love.

_____________________

POETRY FEAST

getting excited
over

this new line
and that
old poem
these images
these typewritten pages
these published books
these manuscripts
until the table is
covered with coffee cups and
words
and
soft gray ashes—

no place for food,
no need—
 
 
 
Disquiet
 


TARIANCE AT A SMALL SIDEWALK CAFÉ

Eating a white dessert, all by myself,
with small red bites of strawberries in it

—rich as a sugar—disguised in many
ways.  I savor

the treat, melting against my tongue.
Outside : the threat of rain—

not here yet—at this gray window
with its ominous gathering of clouds

and glassy blur of people.  Sated, I linger
over my cup of lukewarm coffee.

Every day I try to diet. When I am thin
again, I may forgive the obesity of tears.

___________________

THE WAITRESS

Sarcastic-toned and smiling, biting with her eyes, 
rathering elsewhere, she tends the table of noisy patrons 
who will not tone down to order—who ignore though 
she waits at their edges with her pad and pencil poised, 
with her professional way of keeping track, while they 
call out, over the table, over each other, crisscrossing 
what they want, or mumbling amid the chatter and the 
laughter they have brought, but she keeps her temper 
tight in her smile and somehow wades through them 
all—even telling a small joke to them, though they 
are loud and private and they look at her in a
friendly way as, yesthankyou, they accept 
more coffee, and stay and stay.


(prev. pub. by Nanny Fanny, 2001)
 
 
 
Closure
 


TODAY THAT IS MUCH LIKE THE OTHERS

There is a tear in the world that fits you—
like a mind-rip made of cynical regret

that you stir like bitter coffee, as though you
forgot the sugar, or refused the sweetness.

Some days you like the gray air that
surrounds you. You linger against the tide

of going through it—turning cold where
every gray thought gets through, and nothing

gets sewn back together. Life is raw
today. The tear widens and you must not

add to the tearing which is bloodless.
You accept the wound as you always do

as part of its condition—and you shudder
like a knife-rip that goes through you.

_____________________

A FLY FOR EMILY

Does the fly remember death in its little struggle
in the dregs of a bedside coffee cup, or in the

floating ceiling web, or caught between the screen
and window glass
in summer—or even winter when there’s no chance

of an opened window, there with the withered moth
and the crosshatch view—does the fly remember?
 
 
 
Something Remembered
 


MEMORY PHOTO

I lift my eyes to Mother’s
every morning
above my coffee cup,
my hands arthritic,
cold,
needing to be coaxed
and exercised
before they
work.

Hands around my cup
I sip
and close my eyes
then lift my look
to Mother’s 5 x 7 gaze.

Her young face.


(prev. pub. in No Name Newsletter for Poets, 1991)

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Today’s LittleNip:

HAIRPINS
—Joyce Odam

Tangle of hairpins
in a coffee jar . . .

and your hair so short now,
your thrift so valuable.

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Thank you, Joyce Odam, for poems about coffee (our recent Seed of the Week)  and the ways it weaves itself into our lives, like it or not ~ !

Our new Seed of the Week is “Dry Leaves Underfoot”. Send your poems, photos & artwork about this (or any other) subject to kathykieth@hotmail.com. No deadline on SOWs, though, and for a peek at our past ones, click on “Calliope’s Closet”, the link at the top of this column, for plenty of others to choose from.

—Medusa
 
 
 
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