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Tuesday, April 17, 2018

Love , Loss & Lollipop Trees

Anticipation
—Poems and Photos by Joyce Odam, Sacramento, CA



ORCHARD       
(After Tree Rhythm by Paul Klee)

lollipop trees dot the landscape
a child’s depiction
dimensionless with simplicity
the far ones           the same size
as the ones in the foreground
round-topped     with trunks
straight as arms and legs of
stick-figure people going
tilt…     tilt…
over rolling ground-lines
no birds     no sky
this orchard is too abstract
has no relative significance
to the logic of
the mind’s perspective
is simply     there
plunk…   plunk…
artless     but somehow art
each round tree
leaning at a slightly
different angle
about to fall     or dance
strut…   strut…
to a child’s horizon
happy as candy

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HAPPY

The way everything changes color
when you look at it again, like shades
of turning light on the second day of spring,

like old moods gone crazy, becoming
new moods : a boy holds a colored scarf
in his mind, it flickers orange, then blue.

His small dog dances on hind legs;
rain patters around them
and bounces off his green umbrella.

Under his feet a small lake forms;
his shiny yellow boots
stand upside down in the water

and he is happy.  A mauve shadow
passes over and becomes a menace.
The boy is stuck in his puddle

and the small dog is barking.
The boy holds a purple world over his head
and looks for an opening in it.

His face is turned away to his new divining.
Somehow the day contains all this on a
single page; it flutters loose

then turns into a small paper boat that drifts away…
like the wish… like the dream… 
like the play come true in the small boy’s mind.



 April, Of Course



THEY WHO LOVE RISK JOY OR LOSS

They
tamper with spring
as if they were blessed, as if they were
the darlings of fate, perfected by each other in their passion.

Who
would persuade them
otherwise, they who are so willing
to forfeit their good senses to the gods of such sweet miracle?

Love—
their newest pain:
the mad scent of flowers on the air,
the sky’s dear birds trilling, their blissful first awareness when they would

risk
everything if
only they can have each other—this
power to transcend—too perfect to endure—this sensation of

joy
in its brief surge
of ecstasy.  And then to lose it
to the inevitabilities of time with its sabotage—

or—
how else explain
the change of heart that one will have for
the other—love’s own fickleness—that earliest of rejections?

Loss,
alas, is loss,
forever to retell
in bittersweet nostalgia—to feel again the heart’s first breaking.



 Blue Desire



THE SOUL AS CAGED BIRD

The soul is a caged bird.

Let’s say this is so.
And you want the bird to sing

and be joyous in the cage.
And you want to own this bird
and praise it—over and over—

for its singing. But
it will not always sing.
Sometimes it will claim its
own silence as a separate power.

_________________

YOU ASK WHAT SONG

This is the song. I will sing it.
Bright. Like a bird.

Morning, I will sing.
Morning and sunlight, I will sing.
New day! New day!
I will sing.
Happy, happy, happy . . .
like a silly mockingbird.

And you will call me Mad-Woman
and I will stop singing.


(first pub. in Acorn, 1995)
 

 
 Blue Reflective



A MOURN FOR MUSIC TOO BEAUTIFUL
TO HEAR

It is the music—
torn shreds of it,
its fragments
remembering back into whole pieces;

or maybe it is the lack of it,      
the wish for music
as perfect
as that . . .

indifferent music, joyous for itself,
forgetting its composer,
its poorest listener,
filling other ears with perfection,

destruction, its cost for the envy:
the torn joy
of listening—
for the ache of it,

emotions
too
small
to hold it,

so, free it,
tear its pages and
mingle them into something larger—
a cacophony to fit the tears.  



 Rebellion



THE ILLUSION OF DEATH

This is a time of place; we slip through hours and shadows
of ourselves like out-dated guests.

We are enormous in the light of vast windows
that repeat our reflections as we scan the distances.

Birds with bent wings soar in our direction.
They are slow and deliberate. Their beaks shine.

But this is a place of time. We turn back to the rooms
we occupy. We look at each other then look away.

We go to the cages and enter. Sleep receives us. We are
in vast dream worlds, flying into windows of black glass.

Our wingtips shudder as we brace for the illusion of death.
In the morning we rise into sunlight, shining and happy.

________________

NOSTALGIA IS A BITTER JOY

Nostalgia is
a bitter joy.

Returning
is a price to pay.

O then!  O then!  O then!
we reminisce

and poke around
the entered mood

for
souvenirs.



 Composure



AFTERTHOUGHTS

We’re humble.
        We are humble.
Born pure.
        With eyes for mirrors.
Born strange.
        Seeing in and out.
Into bliss and joy.
        We are sinless.
Light describes us.
        Nothing touches us.
Dark threatens us.
        We are invisible.
Our shadows are one.
        Shadows outline us.
We melt into one.
        We are landscape.
The moon absorbs us.
        We are sky.
Our form is our own.
        We are deep as mountains.
Incomprehensible.
        We are pure thought.
We are the seas.
        Our hearts hold all love.
We breathe, we breathe.
        We have messages.
Our minds form words.
        Hear us, hear us.
We are only what you are.
        If only you knew.

__________________

Today’s LittleNip:

HOW THERE IS JOY
—Joyce Odam

               “Religion has touched your throat.”
                                         —William Stafford

Spring now,
a bird interviews the morning :

an ordinary exchange, full of religion,
telling me,     telling me,

how there is joy in its little life.
I listen to its hymn.

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Our thanks to Joyce Odam this morning as she speaks of joy and longing in response to our Seed of the Week: Lost in Joy. Our new Seed of the Week is Quicksand. Don’t get stuck in literal quicksand here; you’re poets, after all, so work those metaphors! Send your poems, photos & artwork about this (or any other) subject to kathykieth@hotmail.com. No deadline on SOWs, though, and for a peek at our past ones, click on “Calliope’s Closet”, the link at the top of this column, for plenty of others to choose from.

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