You read poems to me over the phone in your
melancholy phone-voice—a poem about everything,
you say. We laugh at that, because we each have
a poem about everything. I hear you shuffle pages
of your large poetry notebook. We let small silences
drift in. I listen to my ceiling fan—hear your radio
in the background—some song I know. I hum along.
(first pub. in CQ Magazine, 2004)
DESIRING SILENCE: Holy Island
from Lamlash, 1994, Craigie Aitchison
—Joyce Odam
The blue boat waits on its reflection,
soundless on the motionless water.
The boat is empty and takes this time to sleep.
It knows where both the shores are.
It knows how to go back and forth between.
It lives in the cool shadow of the mountain.
The mountain guards the sunlight.
The water holds the mountain in its depth.
The boat floats on the mountain.
Time is measureless.
The water holds the boat like a trick of reality.
The boat does not keep time.
Time sleeps in the blue silence of the boat.
The boat dreams of the silence.
The red sky drowns in its own reflection.
The calm water bleeds every day at this hour.
(first pub. in Poetry Now, 2008)
WHITE, like snow
WHITE, like fire
White fire, hotter than red
White fire, sadder than red
Heart white, like pain
Mind white, like silence
Who’s to blame, oh,
Who’s to blame?
I turn to your absence;
late words pour—
things I should have said.
I scream at the door.
Late words pour.
My silences unlock.
I scream at the door
through which you dared walk.
My silences unlock.
Responses pour and pour
into your absence.
I scream at the door.
(Nonce pantoum pub. in Poets’ Forum Magazine
and Rattlesnake Review)
What is in the box of silence
that echoes so thinly—
little less than a whisper
but louder than a shadow—
a word that comes back to you
with all its meaning—
still insisting—but silence
has been laid-away for good
and cannot be resurrected now.
in a tender voice—
what will they mean
with their secret meaning,
foreign to the din of language?
They soothe; they are there
for the forgiving—
they have silence,
which is desirable.
Silence is their secret.
(first pub. in DADs DESK)
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This wheel to this sound.
Intense vibrations. A borrowed word.
How slow the day
through its traffic of souls,
its absences,
its magnifying glass upon the silences.
This clock has stopped upon
an important moment,
as if all our lives
were made of stone.
I have kept the secret clean,
polished it into its variousness.
O poem of words that fall where they fall.
It is only the beginning.
The clear sky shattered glass.
Across a continent
we felt the tremors shake
our solid earth. And still
those waves of air, their wake—
the clear sky shattered glass.
We left the writing stand
and watched the news again,
again. The papers broke,
ink seeping from the pen.
The clear sky shattered glass
around our feet. No, that
was figment of the mind.
And yet, quite real. Just look
at what we've left behind.
The clear sky shattered glass
as we looked up at blue.
Imagine lightning kept
in clouds unseen that night.
They gathered as we slept.