Tuesday, November 07, 2023

Brick By Brick

 
Between the Wars
—Poetry by Joyce Odam and Robin Gale Odam,
Sacramento, CA
—Photos by Joyce Odam


WHEN AND NOW
—Joyce Odam

A lone figure walking,
a long stretch of wilderness

under a dark cloud following above,
always above—like a repetition.

Mountains, too, follow from their
distance which is dim and elsewhere.

Soon the sea overtakes the morning,
and the sky, swelling and raining.

I don’t want that figure to turn and look
at me when it becomes me and curious.

There are two ends, the beginning and
the following. Days take turns with nights.

I like how there was a rosiness,
to my glasses, fallen somewhere,

smudged with weariness,
tears having rusted into the frames.

I saw a shiver over the mountain-line,
as a reach, it frightened me had I not shivered.

Was that me again, dreamed, protected,
blindly gullible to dreams distant, undefended . . . ? 
 
 
 
 When
 

READING BACKWARDS INTO LIFE
Its sad journey...

words float into soundlessness  
unspoke . . .

hop-scotch was always made
of white chalk . . .

charity shoes were always
tap-dance . . .

how tenderly the careful hand,
holding a butterfly . . .

herds of butterflies unfolding
in the skies, now disappearing . . .
   
a lone word for, mar-ve-lous
trails after . . .

all is all  ,  knowing  ,  unknowing
simply dissolving . . .

backward  ,  outward  ,  evolving
oh sigh   ,   oh echo   ,   oh cry . . . 
 
 
—Joyce Odam

__________________

IN THE WALLED ROOM
—Joyce Odam

1.
In my walled room
with its small condition
I pace and count the measurements
wall to wall, and measure its height
to the window and wear
the light it gives me
like a promise
and a caution :
there is still the
boundary of wall
for the light to fail against
and I guess
brick by brick
is the only answer.

2.
In the walled room
with its nighttime story,
and its few stars at the window
and the soft light of moon drifting through
its own moonbeams and the simple shadows
that convert to whatever shadows do
to the mind and the mind's illusion,
the walls have no perspective
except that it's night
and there is only one source for everything.
 
 
 
 Wearing Thin


WHAT IT ISN’T
—Robin Gale Odam

over there the low wind
moving in the leaves

the bygone of a different time
just only barely away from me now

consigned to oblivion unremembered
lost or lapsed hushed forgotten

in the past or maybe erased from the
journal . . . but you in my memory

___________________

TIME-MEASURE
—Joyce Odam

The one I love, oh, the one I loved,
lives in pure memory
and fame . . .

Oh, that memory, oh that fame,
and the long, long years . . .
oh, the long

long years
since
then . . . 
 
 
 
In the Time of Destiny

 
PLAYING LIFE
—Joyce Odam

Words fall short, fall trite, fall sad.
I’ll let it go at that. I need the light,
the length of day, this life

or just this moment searching
its beginning and its ending, I in the
middle talking into a plastic microphone

which is scratching, does not like my voice
nor what I must tell. I am on the stage,
again—on what stage—this is not a ballad.

I have no story.
I have only the length
of my loss, my lack, the old beginning. 
 
 
 
 Survival
 

THE NIGHTLY ROSE
After The Perfect Scent, 1887, Viktor Schramm  
—Joyce Odam


She touches the rose
to let her fingers feel the softness
and its petals fall.

The rose has felt the touch
and the crystal water in the glass
trembles in response.  

This is the first ritual of her evening—
this reaching out to touch perfection
before it fades.

The painting on the wall behind her
boasts of a rose-colored chair of faded
tapestry—the same chair of her ritual.

The green wall is the same green wall
as in the painting, though hung
with a dull gold frame, but no rose.

She reaches again—forgetting all the days
before—her long dress rustling down
to the leopard-rug on the floor.

She becomes the painting—her hand
still cupping the perfect rose.
It fades a bit more. Its petals fall. 
 
 
 
 Untitled
 
 
PSALM
—Joyce Odam

And now they turn to tears.
As though that can erase
what mars the mirrored face.
They sacrifice the years

to look beyond the glass.
Illusion, with tired eyes,
attempts to hypnotize
a vision it must pass

before it tells them: see
what I pretend for you—
but if you want life true
then turn again from me.

But they have found a word
responsible for all
the cracks that web the wall
and keep the image blurred.

They learn the quiet rage
of all they cannot find
within the other’s mind.
They reach another age.

And now the tears are dry.
The outer selves are calm.
Love has no better psalm
than to accept their lie.


From My Stranger Hands by Joyce Odam 1967 
 
 
 
Belonging 
 
 
INSOMNIA LIII
—Robin Gale Odam

. . . end quote


it’s how the hours would be,
something captured during the

night, a wisdom of sorts, and it would
toil at the heart and pull me up into the
kitchen, water simmering something like
mint or rose hips, or something uncanny

like threads of translation from the hour
of the question followed by the conflicting
answer in the singular language of oddity
from “the firstly-drafted dreams of a poem
dead from too many edits . . .


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Today’s LittleNip:

PEN
—Joyce Odam

These cold hours
                of winter mornings 

escaping sleep to go
                to my chair to read

and write words
                that come to me . . .

___________________
 
Many thanks to Master Songstresses Joyce Odam and Robin Gale Odam for today's post, bringing us thoughts about the Seed of the Week: Where Am I Going?
 
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___________________

—Medusa


 
 
The Perfect Scent
—Painting by Viktor Schramm, 1887





 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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