Saturday, September 22, 2018

On the Sling of the Moment

—Poems and Photos by James Lee Jobe, Davis, CA



We have slept on the colored stones at the green

River’s edge since time itself first slept with those dreams

Of clouds and flying and the song of angels

Whose fingers are long and tanned from years

Under the golden light of the sun, so far away and true.


We have slept on the colored stones at the green

River’s edge and our own dreams are rich and painted

In bright colors of orange and green, dreams that have music

From another world where the plumage of peacocks and the footprints

Of woolly mammoths address our courage with favor.


We are a tribal people, masked, moving silently through the trees,

Our skin smeared with clay, and when we sleep

It is on the colored stones at the green river's edge,

And any one of us can go an entire lifetime

And never once reveal our name.


The colored stones at edge of the green river.

The colored stones at edge of the green river.

Birds that stop and listen as we pass by.

Creatures that pass us by as we sleep.


We have slept on the colored stones at the green

River’s edge.






It's this way. Listen.

I love. I don't have a reason for it, I just do.

The usual things, of course, my wife,

Our family, our friends. But that's not

All. I love yesterday, for both its joys

And its sorrows, both things have led me

To today. And I love letting yesterday go.

Why not? I don't need it anymore.

And I love today, and the breast of living.

Life rests on the sling of the moment, defined

By the love we invest in it, one second

At a time. I'll probably love tomorrow, too,

But why worry about that now? And other

Things—the noises birds make. Dogs

When they run for no reason, and the smell

Of fresh coffee right when it is brewed.

I love sunlight from behind a tall tree

And a saxophone playing sad and low,

Indeed, I love sad sounds very much.

I could go on, but I won't. A song

Just came on the radio and I... you know.






A body holds a heart.

Growl now. Or bark.

Climb now, back into your animal, into its hide, its soul.

Feel your claws, your fangs.

Blood of an animal to drink to your future,

To pour on the bones of your angriest past,

The pleasure of your dated sins.

Free yourself now. Climb.

Rows and rows of beasts, companies and battalions,

Animals in formation like soldiers, an army of your devils,

Each one ready to gnaw, bite, claw, and fight.


They can kill you, yes, or else you must climb
Inside of the animal wearing your name.

We are creatures holding light the way a body holds a heart.

Growl now. Or bark.

You live in this terrible age that holds man prisoner.

Climb now, back into your animal, into its hide, its soul.

Don’t even turn to see what is behind you.






It’s quite possible that kindness is the answer to everything. Human beings, driven like nails into moldy, rotten wood, into boards that exist for no reason at all. The old, cataloged and hidden away, where the not-so-old don't have to see what it is that they will themselves slowly become if they can only avoid death for long enough. The young are taught lies and half-truths in order to ensure conformity and compliance. The talking snake, the virgin birth, the resurrection. The white Jesus. The white heroes. Loaded weapons, lying in piles in the streets for anyone to use. Death, at a wholesale price, a bargain rate, or even free. Life, lived at half-mast. Not emotion, but token emotion. Not strength, but anger. Rage. Turn out the lights, it will be better for us to sit in the dark, it will better if only we can reach out without needing to see, if only we might clasp our hands in the darkness.






In the dream I was a janitor, buffing a floor. Working steadily, I swung the buffer back and forth in a long hallway. Each pass was as grand as the tower of babel. I didn't want to be famous or rich or even the boss, just to see the floor shine like a gem satisfied me. I know who I am, my friend, even in my dreams. Work is work, to be honest, to do my best—that is enough. Waking up, I looked at my face in the bathroom mirror and I saw an old man, nothing more, but nothing less. Indeed. The earth had spun around one more time, as it does. A new day. Isn’t that enough?






Cheese, the crust of the earth,

The unmade bed built of dreams from last week,


Last month, last year.

Also—brand new dreams and more cheese.

Bread, a loaf fresh from the oven,

Take it from my hand.

Coffee-scented whiskers,

Hands without callouses,

And the gnarled feet of an old man.

Tomorrow is a promise never made,

And yesterday has been thankfully forgotten.

Shoulder the moment and bear its weight,

Lift it with strength and passion.

Find something to love and love it.

Rinse, repeat.

Another day is passed by a (very) minor poet.

_________________

Today’s LittleNip:

May we, as a people, find the strength to hold on to our compassion, faith, hope, and love. And may I, as one person, find that strength as well.

—James Lee Jobe



_________________

Thank you, James Lee Jobe, for today’s fine poetry and photos!


Today is a busy day in area poetry, starting with Writers on the Air from 9:30am-1pm at Sac. Poetry Center, presenting Ivy Almond and Mash, plus open mic. Then Poetic License meets from 2-4pm at the Placerville Sr. Center in Placerville. After that the
Convergence (online journal) reading takes place at Sac. Poetry Center, from 2:30-5:30pm, celebrating its 15-Year Anniversary! Then from 6-10pm, Kathryn Hohlwein and Gene Avery will read at Luna's Cafe in Sacramento, followed by music from Proxy Moon. Scroll down to the blue column (under the green column at the right) for info about these and other upcoming poetry events in our area—and note that more may be added at the last minute.

—Medusa




 —Anonymous
Celebrate poetry!












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Friday, September 21, 2018

Used Ego for Rent

Leafalive
—Poems and Visuals by Smith, Cleveland, OH



STATUS REPORT 274

I hear stupid's too stupid
to know it's stupid
and I see stupid in the mirror sometimes
and wonder if I'm too stupid
to see him more often



 R We Not Men



LIZARD LOAD

Meatbag walking meatbag talking
meatbag grabbing what they will

Spermworm musing slick wet stalking
spirit shackled stone

Gotta eat, gotta sleep
clear that bone juice from inside

Mind delaying flesh composting
I am meat looking for mouth



 Blue Light Special
 


GOOD TO KNOW YA

I've eaten avocado in Oaxaca
looking at the tree it grew on

we've tasted honey from our own hive

raised on a farm, I helped grow veggies
while eating my animal friends in between
wandering from one apple tree to another

milked the cow
made the butter
gathered the eggs

helped bale the hay
that fed the cow
that made the milk

as a boy long long longing ago
stole raspberries, ears of corn, peas, tomatoes
from our garden

dug up potatoes, sliced them thin
cooked them over field fire

bought coffee from Zapotec couple
which we helped pick

purchased vanilla beans as well
which were growing on vines
wrapped around their coffee tree trunks
high in the mountains overlooking clouds
above unseen roar of river far far below

cinnamon bark too

ate bananas harvested
by poking sharp stick into tree base
tree bowing due damage and weight of fruit

they machete off the banana bunches
then slice the trunk obliquely
so tree regrows

watched wife drink French wine
from a closed winery
they opened just for her
grapes grown in fields below our village
in the south of France

plopped Ohio blueberries and blackberries
from bush to mouth
repeatedly

Idaho panhandle huckleberries too

we stole a cauliflower
from a Croatian field
on the shore of the Adriatic
bicycled home
cooked and ate it immediately
it was divine

tried to eat sour orange
from a tree in Arizona
had to spit it out

got sick eating almond off French tree
maybe they have to be roasted first

bought weed, black hash, opium
for 15 months from mountain men
above Oaxaca
chronic grass $30 quarter pound
black hash and opium $2 a gram

they were an old gay couple
who couldn't return to the U.S.
since they were wanted for draft dodging
so each month they and their rat dog
came down the Sierra Madre
for social security checks
with our monthly stash

the February and March weed was extra strong
both years

we've fed our ears poetry directly from friends
in London, Krakow, Oaxaca
but the best still comes from Cleveland

and today's our weekly site management
for an Amish farm share program
where folk pre-pay
for a weekly surprise box
of veggies and occasional fruits
picked that morning or the night before
which we pass out in front of a local Library

It is good to know the face of your fuel



 Greenline



TIME LIE

Time and weather
wind and wave
smooth the stone
shine the glass
rewarp woof
reweave past
otherwise we'd crash
from weight of wrong
going fast



 Time Lock



EAT THE RICH

There's many mouse a-missing
in the cheese plot down the street
and hungry hyenas hissing
at a serious lack of meat

Now it's frou-frou and baskets
trinkets passed around
the rich blowing gaskets
raising small dicks proud

It's greed and mean atop the heap
too meek the weak down here
frogs reheated in dreamless sleep
under 1,000 cults of fear

Though out-gunned and run by lessers
we outnumber them
yet even though we're not the aggressor
we get all the blame

They lie and cheat and steal from us
outright kill us too
time to kick em off the bus
lock em in a zoo

Make em *sit* and *beg* and *stay*
then *roll over play dead*
pick up piss and shit each day
if they want to be fed

Self defense?
Our life or theirs?
Sort of makes sense
if one wants to play fair

Eat the rich, they taste like chicken
but wash your hands before finger lickin'



 Tunnelvision



FUEL FOR THE FIRE

We look through shadow
for sample of sun
for night is short-sight light
since apple was won
or lost
at dawn of good and evil

With eye for lie we live in blindness
sacrifice flesh for burn of righteousness



 Rabbitrun



CAWING ALL CROWS

Raucous crows
telling me what to do
in language I don't understand



 Twopigeonone



WINE MORE THAN WOMEN

Dead poets sing tall towers
of empty icing,
of love without helping,
love without caring,
love without sacrifice,
love without being there,
of loving land more than people,
people more than person,
strangers more than family,
of women who wait without complaint
while men fight wars,
drink wine,
cry.

This is not poetry,
this is not love.

This is masturbation,
this is licking one's self in the mirror.

Love is changing diapers,
love is getting up before dawn and going to work,
love is not eating the last piece of pie,
love is looking, watching, sharing,
caring.

Love is not thumping chest,
love is not beating brow,
love is not patriarchy,
love is not lies.

Their poet love is empty love,
self love,
love of sound and whistle
minus meaning.

Love is dirty,
love is work.

Love is worth it
when you're worthy.

As is poetry.



 Time Lock
 


Today’s LittleNip:

STATUS REPORT 267
—Smith

Used ego for rent,
sale,
lease,
bye.

___________________

Thanks, Smith (Steven B. Smith) for today’s poems and visuals! The best does indeed come from Cleveland—and Northern California, of course….

Tonight in Davis, 7:30pm, The Other Voice features Patricia Wentzel, Gary Kruse plus open mic. That’s at the Unitarian Universalist Church library, 27074 Patwin Rd., Davis. Scroll down to the blue column (under the green column at the right) for info about this and other upcoming poetry events in our area—and note that more may be added at the last minute.

—Medusa



 Devildog
—Visual by Smith











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Thursday, September 20, 2018

Spirit Lifting

—Poems and Photos by Taylor Graham, Placerville, CA



APPROACHING FALL
    a found poem   

What blows up and away?
a flurry of leaves blinding fish,
arrows in the forest.
Wind & the rain ladder, pine branches
 measure time.
A tick of light refracting on water
to the shore.
What drives all creatures—
feathers and color,
shape, the loss of nothing.
 





SIGNS & SYMBOLS

at the slightest breeze
pepper tree dances in her
amber-golding leaves

hummingbird shadow
in privet, its flowers gone
quick as illusion

between cloudy dawn
and walking back up the steps
a spatter of rain






MOON PERSPECTIVES

The full September moon is rising
swollen over our parched foothills field—
a harvest moon quite near to bursting.

Moon, agency of change. Imagine
ocean groaning with its green tides,
but that’s so far away. Here, tiny frogs
in their yellow britches are singing

in a watered garden to the harvest
moon. And in the kitchen, a cat’s-cradle
spiderweb hangs silver in moonlight,
the silver spider waiting for a moth,

waiting patiently for harvest, O moon.






THE WRITING SPIDER

Autumn’s coming, time for the eggs
of Argiope aurantia to hatch. The common
black and yellow garden spider, zipper spider,
writing spider. I think my garden’s too dry,
too prosaic for such a creature. I haven’t seen
a single web in our garden, much less one
written with white silk in bold zigzag lines
of M, W, V, maybe even Z. Stabilimenta
is our human term, but who knows Argiope
describes her script. It’s a writing foreign
to my garden. Surely I’d notice a large brightly
colored spider sitting in the center of her
written web, waiting for her spiderlings to
appear, to write their own life webs.  






FROG LORE
    a found poem

Frogs are known for magical properties—
a frog might be carrying a spell or a curse.

Students released them into the wild,
a variety of buttercup known as frog’s foot.

You can tell the weather by the color of a frog.
A frog croaking at midnight means rain;
croaking during the day, coming storms.

A dried frog in a pouch will prevent seizures,
a live frog in your mouth will cure thrush.

Think how tadpole transforms to frog,
an awakening, a leap into your creative power.
It’s a bad idea to kill a frog.






FORECASTING FALL

Sundown, a soft ticking from the oaks as I pass the wellhouse. My dog’s off checking another critter hole, ground squirrel burrow, the whole field’s riddled. What do they eat, this withered time of year? And what’s that ticking, lisping from edge of oaks? A rush/flush of wings, there they go, a flock—bushtits! Tiny nondescript insect-eaters I can’t ID by sight, just behavior. West beyond our hill of oaks, brilliant orange & blue striped sunset. Overhead, cloudless sky. Do bushtits forecast weather by western stripes of cloud? They must be headed for a night-tree. Almost fall, the nights are cool.

these tiny drab birds
invisible in a tree
huddled with their flock






Today’s LittleNip:

LAST OF SUMMER
—Taylor Graham

silver glint of sun
falling, a leaf—no, white moth
spiraling down, up
on September air, spirit
lifting which still will not fall

_____________________

Our thanks to Taylor Graham for today’s fine poems and photos of that which she found in the foothills! Today at noon, Third Thursdays poetry read-around meets at the Central Library; then tonight there is a choice of Poetry Unplugged at Luna’s Cafe in Sacramento at 8pm, or Valerie Wallace and Carol Lynn Grellas (plus open mic) at John Natsoulas Gallery in Davis, also 8pm. Scroll down to the blue column (under the green column at the right) for info about these and other upcoming poetry events in our area—and note that more may be added at the last minute.

—Medusa



 What blows up and away?
—Anonymous Photo
(Celebrate poetry!)











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Wednesday, September 19, 2018

Snap, Crackle and Pop!


Lily Leaf
—Photos by Katy Brown, Davis, CA



PROGRAM NOTES
—Jeanine Stevens, Sacramento, CA

Good morning snap, crackle and pop!
How many scoops pulped for your ranting bowl?

Wear you ruby slippers in a patchouli haze—
aural fusion dispersed high flight.

Lounge with vintage violets in pewter cups at the Dead Dog Café
where contemporary folk literate over turmeric and fresh tracks.

If you want jazz with a bite, walk down a flight of stairs
where the red-eyed radio looks down the brick road
toward a raspy red heaven.

Who cares if sonic tapestries are heard along San Juan Ridge!
Buckle-up; get ready for swamp dead air logic.

New book review, The Caffeinating of Britain.

In dawn light, tiptoe along the flea walk.           
Spice lives in the back room alone with various hosts.

All the bachelors have gone to the library to look up
lovey doodle. Turn your nipples to the north star.

For big fun, circle the level loop, listen
for train sounds slappety tracks, rickety racks.

Nourish the wolf note, ragged but right!                                               
Eclectic zydeco can buy or sell Birdland.

Celebrate the left coast, delicate as a fritter.
And today’s phenomena is       Top Ramen.                             

This is      KVMR.   This is      Nevada City.   


(A Found Poem. KVMR Program Notes#74, 2005, Nevada City, 
CA. First Published in Tiger’s Eye Journal, 2016.)



 Water Llily



ONE SQUARE INCH OF SILENCE
—Jeanine Stevens
                                                       
The study of bioacoustics: monkey,                
sea lion and gull voices against distant,           
haunting Moog synthesizers.

Waiting for nature, the first light
shatters, a lone sparrow
chirps distilled splendor, a biophany—
each animal strumming its own sonic bower.

The rush is on to record soundscapes masked
by Arctic drilling. Where are the quiet places?

A congressional team listened to a 95-decibel
recording of snowmobiles racing in Yellowstone,
then another, wolves, ravens, and winter wrens.

(A bandwidth—nature’s own tone poem)

Some personal stereos play at 120 decibels
20 hours without recharging.
Aircraft, traffic, action films, jackhammers,
car alarms drowned out the wild.


Yet, few still wince when cell phones amplify
graveside services for old folks.

10 Million Americans suffer hearing loss, high blood
pressure and heart disease from excessive noise.


What races past our frequency range?
Hearing is blur, bruised ears and souls, a state
of disease, missing ancient breathwaves, the lost pulse—
the sighing in prehistoric caves.

Some have placed small red stones
to mark one square inch of silence—a silence
redefined: the elk’s bugle, the wolf’s wail, the pronghorn’s
charge, the wind’s whip and whistle.

Maybe silence is just song-held codes
of canaries, or simply a lull in birdsong after first light,
a silence that just hovers, then moves on.


(Article, “Stop, Look Listen.” AAA Magazine, Bill Donohue, 
2007. First published in Medusa’s Kitchen, 2012.)



 Red Dragonfly on Bud



THE PIPE WORKS
—Jeanine Stevens            

I come to the old neighborhood,
a canopy of bare trees, cool azure sky
just right for ethereal tunes.  
I touch underground wires, old trolley lines
that pull in my collective psyches.
Pale stones wobble my eyes.
Small shops shrink behind new coffee bars
and tacky nail salons. I kick hard pebbles
against their purple doors.
I miss my old sandwich shop.

Roasting beans, AH! the aroma tempts me.
I sit down for a latte and read the paper. 
Here is a cartoon, an old “Far Side”
featuring  two souls in hell.  I mutter,
“I don’t know this place. No more cheap-eats!”
I want to smell something fermenting: sauerkraut
on one-buck franks, honest dust from the pipe works,
the distillery’s old corn-based sweetness.

How can small-scale guys compete
with mocha javas and rhinestone inserts
on toenails masking blue bruises?
Neighbors oppose an open-air waste
station: the stench, sore eyes, hulking ugliness,
but the work force will be protected 
(picnic tables for outdoor lunches),
yet residents turn testy. Posting signs are costly.
A fair approach: let’s build taller levees.

Forget about convening the people,
wait until a small red bird re-arranges cobwebs
inside the clock. A thread is all we need:
unraveled skein, nightgown’s satin ribbons,
guitar string, mustard plaster gauze,
even an old fishing line might do. Just
a little strand hugging my finger
to follow the next piece—and the next.


(Found poem from the Sacramento Bee
and the
Sacramento News and Review, February, 2007.)



 The Edge of the Field



PEERING THROUGH GLASS
—Jeanine Stevens         

A century ago, this spot held heirloom gardens, white tents
in summer and linen tablecloths with correct place settings.

No one minded an occasional wolf spider, knobby pickles
in glass jars or prairie chickens pecking under squat paw-paws.

Mature cherry trees blossomed next to hand-laid stone fences.
Lights strung in winter gazebos twinkled gold, like iced fireflies.

I visit so many retirement homes: Brickyard, Conner’s Corners,
and Bridgewater. Each new unit emulates a carriage house

in bouquet options: Tuscan gold or Normandy blue. Another model
features warehouse lofts, with purple ductwork and designer closets

so unlike my sagging rod, outdated mini-skirts, hippie vests in mothballs.

From the tiny balcony, I see only one-tenth of the promised communal
garden. The local market will offer “a fusion of global cultures.”

But I would I would miss gumdrops and licorice in those glass jars
at the corner market. I try to imagine this place as my own.

Yet, at home there are things I haven’t done: leave wet towels
on the faded linoleum, streak naked down the back stairs, order

a new sump pump and I still want to read that best seller:
Area Cops Investigated for Fishing with a Prostitute. 
 

(first pub. in The Indianapolis Magazine, 2005)


________________________________

TAHOE
—Tom Goff, Carmichael, CA

Blue water, lake water. Slow chop sloshes the bow,
one summer hand’s play in the pool. Two torn cloud tufts
over the western shore. Facing the gusts
the boat itself provokes, we are the prow,

we might be an ancient maiden figurehead.
We’re darting across the mirror of the sky
rippling with faint white peaks that might defy
looking-glass logic and bob up a dead

sea-captain alive from one thousand feet below:
reassemble him with appropriate spectrum glow,
filtered from long dissolve much as this lake’s fed
by tributary small inlets and by rains.

Or through that blue lens how might we slip or strain,
rinse clean, become settled sediment on a sand bed?



 Water on Lily Pad
 


EMBODIMENT
—Tom Goff

She, she herself, and only she
Shone through her body visibly.

—“Phantom,” Coleridge


I muse on how the poet Coleridge
So strongly wrote in youth, he could inspire
Most that is valuable in Wordsworth, bridge
Ideal to ideal over mind-fire,
Lash faith to sense in interconnectedness
Of souls to bodies, bodies to the world,
Psychologist-philosopher; then, stress
And sickness caverning him Platonic, curled
Up big as elbowed Alice’s giant shape
But bottled, stoppered, druggy with confinement.
Now William. Words.Worth, World-Wide Web of a man,
Builds Samuel’s dream-concepts into refinements
Pervading all poetry-screens like flavored vapes.
Sam instead broods on one Spirit, all Essence, one Glow
as bright as the gliding Observer of all first Flow.
Burning-glass force, from each last inch of one woman.

Now, words of Samuel Coleridge bring back themes:
He gives me your phantom form, borne to me in dreams.
You shrug out of camouflage into a white
Form-clinging, becoming dress. Oh, yes, that white
Satiny floor-length dress—its hem skimmed carpet—
So becoming on you, it could somehow become
Substance of you; soon it becomes lemon sherbet.
That dress, both substance and insubstantial flare,
dissolves with one mouse-click to a light-beam…
Like your brown hair, worn fittingly as cream
Clings to strawberries. Around you, sugared air,
Confectioner’s sugar. Powder seen through steam.
You show me a mark on your arm. You say: Dog bite.
The white you wear speaks otherwise. Smooth skin. Light.
The white you wear is your own skin. Complete light.



 Water Lily Pod
 


NATURAL BAX
—Tom Goff

…he with his music and I with my wildflowers…
—Mary Gleaves, from a BBC interview about Arnold Bax


To understand Bax, you’ve got to understand
his depth of acquaintance with nature:
he may not write rhapsodically figured bands
of verdure, herds of beasts that bleat as in Strauss.
But nature’s there, all the same. Yes, oceanic
surge in Tintagel, in symphonies, that much is clear.
I mean counterpoint: those “layers of activity,”
quite distinct from each other at times. Not
        at all like Bach.
I’ve come to realize why Bax thought Bach
is mostly “sewing-machine music.” No; the term’s
        quite wrong,
the perception somewhat right. Bach is a creature
—like Bax almost exactly—a creature of Nature.
When Bach has religion or dance in mind: magniloquent,
moving. Too often, though, nature’s been shoved,
squeezed into a drawing-room; keyboard and fiddles
fuguing madly, backs to a hot hearth,
all talking and talking the same intellectual matter,
squabbling, vociferating, interrupting, finishing
each other’s musical sentences, then unfinishing…
Now Bax, instead, controls the outdoors, the undertow
in Tintagel; adds in the voices of birds, the sea-spray,
the hot sun glaring through bells of brass,
the low serene tune, nude woman tangling
       with nude man:
all grand plus intimate, intricate without confusion:
like unto those quiet strolls, Arnold and Mary,
ambling slowly between hedgerows in perfect calm silence,
he meditating a theme for a poem or sonata,
she leafing through the botany book he’s given her,
parsing quite precisely what strain of parsley,
flowering parsley, outspreads and branches before her.
What he knows of parsley, of leaf, tree, bole, and vine
kept quiet in his absorbent, inclusive whole sense,
the natural pattern as clear as the next movement,
however much struggle to bring it to notated sun
from mind’s-ear: that shadow. The shadows,
the dappled shush of paired footfalls lazily pacing
the spontaneity, design like undersong
in the apparently artless spring garden…



 Water Lily Bud
 


THE WORK OF THE MONITOR
         Malakoff Diggins State Park, California
—Tom Goff

This side of a twisted manzanita gorge
the monitors once forced wild mountain runoff
through blunt iron nozzles. Water blasts dislodged
cliffsides’ impacted gravel: ridges torn off:
tons of rock, ounces of gold. That wide red ledge,
hawks’ eyrie, rootwoven earth and sapling, shorn off.
One miner’s one-day’s work could silt or sludge
whole rivers to swollen. Now the noon sun, flung off
spurs of eroded granite, stuns, bruises our eyes.
That faded museum video displayed the device:
The last of the aqua-cannons, filmed still roaring
its water-breathing-dragon act, keeps pouring
pummeling imprecation through its snout.
Most of the rock’s gold fire’s long since put out.

_______________________

Today's LittleNip:

If you are a dreamer come in
If you are a dreamer a wisher a liar
A hoper a pray-er a magic-bean-buyer
If you're a pretender come sit by my fire
For we have some flax golden tales to spin
Come in!
Come in!

—Shel Silverstein
 
______________________

Many thanks to today's fine contributors for giving us an auspicious Wednesday! Tom's final poem was first published in Field of the Cloth of Gold, Poet’s Corner Press; seen subsequently on Medusa’s Kitchen; included also in Fire and Rain: Ecopoetry of California, Scarlet Tanager Books, 2018 (www.scarlettanager.com).

Tom writes: "Several of us Sacramento regionals are in this new book: Susan Kelly-DeWitt, Joshua McKinney, Chris Olander (listed as J.C. Olander) also. Plus a number of poets probably within a day's drive...  It's introduced by Dana Gioia and Jack Foley and edited, quite wonderfully I think, by Lucille Lang Day and Ruth Nolan. I pre-ordered it in advance of the official October release, and it already came. A big book, by the way...over 400 pages."


Congratulations to Tom and all the other poets in Fire and Rain. Check it out!


—Medusa




White Seal at Rest
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Tuesday, September 18, 2018

Love Against Love

Love
—Poems and Photos by Joyce Odam, Sacramento, CA



COBWEB

You’ve hung there for years.
You have become my favorite design,
the way you drape across the corner,
like an awning,
the way your spider has abandoned you.

Too much elegance for this room,
this bedroom of stuffed closet
and insomnia,
this room with its piles of clothes
and a blanket that drags
one corner to the floor.

How often I have watched you
with concentration
at just the right angle
when I lean my head back
against the wall.

You are like a shadow drawn
as an interesting detail in a painting,
I wonder why no moth has found you.



 Tribulation



ENDECHA

I am your Sister of Woe,
your Waif of Sorrow, your Hag
of Misery, your Old Crow;
Perfect Wife, Phantom Mistress never had;

I am the One Remembered;
I am the One You Forget,
the One You’ll Love Forever,
the One You Conjure, the One You’ve Not Yet Met.

I am the One Who Answers—
the Named, or the Nameless Me—
the One Not In The Mirror, who,
without an image, am not allowed to be.

I am your Witch Of Worry.
I feed your dreams what I know.
Thus do I keep myself busy—
Priestess, Whore, Bedeviler—Angel of woe.



 Protector



THE FOG-SWIRL

Everything disappeared as in a gray dream. We became
particles of light, broken by dark—a jealousy of forces,
and though we were whole within it, we felt part of a
texture that was both form and formlessness. Sounds
got lost within sounds. We groped and could not feel.
There was no color. No time. No sense of destination.
We moved as though suspended; as though on a distant
moor; as though transported to a place of old tales told
by survivors—but only their voices, we could not see
them. And after centuries of effort we found our way
through by second-sense and perseverance. The fog-
swirl lifted and dispersed, and we were on the other
side—as of having come through a gauntlet of fear.
And through the thinning mist, haunting voices wailed
behind us, begging our return.

_________________

DIRECTIONLESS

two horses with two riders go
through a serene forest,
show how unafraid
and how lonely
to be alone,
thus,
with
another,
and just let
the horses find the way,
step by step, and hour by
hour through the seasons that
come, one upon the other, with
no sign of guidance from the reins



 Quiet



CANADIAN SNAPSHOT

in the gray places of old barns
with the timeless statue-horses
grazing forever the way they are
their heads bent down to
shadowed grasses
the way my camera found them
and never let them change

this is the way we remember
joy and sadness
those separate pangs
of having been somewhere once
and never again
no matter how true the phantasy
we know what we know and
what we see with yesterday’s eyes

a moment of composition
and everything remains indelible :
those horses never move
those barns never lose another board
the same light falls through
and the moment of the wind is caught
bending the anxious trees and the
grass and the horses’ manes
those clouds are held forever
against a flat sky

I am going back to see it all again
and I expect it to be the same :
those horses at last will
lift their heads and look at me
when I stand in the same place
and finally let them startle
and run away in the field…
I will let everything continue



 Point in Time



WORD MAP

There is a curious map
of language somewhere
to be deciphered,

a golden light flashing over it,
quicker than a blink,

finding will know
what it has found—

—shadow after shadow
protecting the time it takes
for quest to find it. 

_________________

FINDING THE WAY HOME

Of all the places I would bide
and would return to when I need
to heal—to rue the roads I took
where all the detours led too far,

with only me for guide
—and nothing there to heed
but all that I forsook
without a guiding star—

to die inside
without a creed
—no backward look
without a scar.



 In the Light



TO KNOW THIS TRUTH

It is so easy to know this truth—
this perfection—this theory
found by accident or by someone’s

grace, this note by way of explanation,
this single puzzle-piece found and put
where it belongs.  Now you can rest,

stare into your deep window, find your
horizon.  Now you can lean without falling,
safe as a noon. Now you can know

how the petal feels when it curls around
its own center. Now you can be
the folding and the falling—that eventual. 

How easy it all is. Look where it
takes you, this knowing—even through
the dark of your own mystery. 

You know where you are: you are
here. You were never that far.
You are there, which is everywhere.

Every soul opens to let you in.
You are the missing piece. How easily
you fit into the great sighing—

the light that unfolds from the secret
darkness, and you and the eye,
that look at each other in such knowing.

__________________

Today’s LittleNip:

THE COLOR OF WHITE
—Joyce Odam

moth-words that do not connect
but say into silence

what there is to say,
find other than intention,

become frail wings of effort,
fight the maze of another’s mind 

breaking on refusal and deafness,
turn into weapons,

love
against love

___________________

Many thanks to Joyce Odam for today’s fine poems and photos!

Our new Seed of the Week is an easy one: Fall Colors. Send your poems, photos & artwork about this (or any other) subject to kathykieth@hotmail.com. No deadline on SOWs, though, and for a peek at our past ones, click on “Calliope’s Closet”, the link at the top of this column, for plenty of others to choose from.

—Medusa



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Monday, September 17, 2018

A Moo of Optimism

—Photos by Katy Brown, Davis, CA



THE WHALE IN THE SKY
—JD DeHart, Chattanooga, TN

To live in a world where
the pale pearl of a cloud might
be filled with the shadow presence
of a whale,

swimming through the sky,
rising and falling in massive
flight, spouting cumulus from a cavern
mounted on its considerable frame,

and meanwhile, on the earth below,
only beautiful animals, no more slithering
creatures tapered at one end and filed
like knives on the other tip,

ready to cut us down, undulating
threats moving with soiled gleam.



 Needles



ON THE STALK
—JD DeHart

Silent orb resting
on a gum-pink quivering
base, waving side to side

like the arms of a crazed
fan during the World Series.

This appendage brings
to mind questions of how we
come to know the universe.

The sweeping finger, the lapping
dog tongue, the perusing
eye that travels a library?

Fragments of truth studded with
the remnants of perception?

Still yet is the question
of what we sense and its collision
with what really is.



 Apple Crates



DEATH OF A SALESMAN
—Ian Lewis Copestick, Stoke on Trent, England

If asked what you like most about you
It's your new 9 Series B.M.W.
It's what you've worked your whole life towards
You've hit your sales targets, this is your reward
You sleep in cheap motels, in service stations you eat
Keep your suit jacket on a hanger over your back seat
You grew your career moustache aged 25
These sacrifices should help your career thrive
You should be area manager by the time you hit 40
With your semi-detached, 2 kids and your wife Judy
Up the ladder you'll continue to climb
It's the way of the world and it suits you just fine
You'll get a bigger house with an indoor pool
Plastic surgery for the wife and the kids in a private school
Keep on climbing up that greasy pole
A 20-grand pay rise, 2000 more on the dole
Screwing your secretary in luxury hotels
Get a seat on the board, reserve a seat in Hell
Your youthful ideals have gone by the wayside
But you are happy as long as you've got a pay rise
You justify to yourself on how many people you tread
You're a short time alive, you're a long time dead
But time goes slow in Hell, as in life it goes fast
You came from the working class,
You’ve spent your working life doing your best to destroy it
That was your life, I hope you enjoyed it.



 Table Shadows



TRUMP VS. TRUDEAU: NOT MUCH MOO FOR OPTIMISM
—Rhony Bhopla, Sacramento, CA
 
Do we havta have NAFTA, says bubo buttered Trump
he promises a Great America, yet more lies this month

Canada has been eating butter like it’s cool again
Unfiltered U.S. milk rejected, Canada—own supply chain

Don’t blame U.S. dairy woes on the country to the north
Milk products to Canada are not subject to tariff wars

The U.S. dumps millions of gallons of milk:
global and U.S. overproduction, the true ill


There’s too much milk, and too many full cows
Canadians consume own dairy. Trump calls foul?

Misleading is the claim, milk-deals harm Wisconsin
When Canada and California match in population

Divide and conquer, the theme in economics of Trump
His disguise, protectionism. Same lies this month.



 Sunflower



GOOD ADVICE
—Caschwa, Sacramento, CA

“Lower blood sugar
with donut and extra sides”
That is what I heard.

*** ***

A ballot in the
box is like a bullet in
the gun, so go vote.

*** ***

Here we are again
trying to make some sense of
a farcical man.

*** ***

Behold twin cities:
Minneapolis-St. Paul,
Now you can let go.

*** ***

Ancient Egyptians
gave higher intelligence
credit they deserved.

*** ***

Grab a bucket and
a stool, sit under a cow,
hope it ain’t no bull.

*** ***

The most primitive
BC years were certainly
those before coffee.



 Tower Fountain



NEST FEATHERING 101
—Caschwa

Perennial bastions of the old 3 R’s
special parking for students’ cars
music appreciation and college prep,
sex education:  watch your step!

one vital course they left out
is Nest Feathering, no doubt
untrained students try to do it
like shaking dressing without a cruet

but the curriculum has no room
big funding gaps still loom
so graduation is a big charade
rich in knowledge, unfit to be paid.



 Gold Mums



VICTORY GARDEN
—Caschwa

1932 – Los Angeles hosted the
Summer Olympic Games in their
new Coliseum.

It had been 18 glorious years
since The War to End All Wars
had finally come to a close, and
so as a rule most of our vertical
things made by Man or by Nature
stayed vertical.

A great United States, borne of
divisiveness, had gotten a good
taste of the awesome power
derived from the USA’s uniting
with allies for the greater good
of the world.  Savor that moment
in the garden, because all things
come to pass.

1965 – Los Angeles hosted the
Watts Riots.

A volcanic eruption of unsettled
divisiveness still left over from the
Civil War, World War II, the Korean
War, the Viet Nam police action,
mixed in with all the general unrest
that would lead officials to declare
a War on Crime, a War on Drugs, a
War on Poverty, etc.

2018 – Los Angeles is still on the
map, so maybe there is no cause
to fret any further.  One caution: if
you take a walk to smell the roses,
wear a bullet-proof vest.



 Wood Siding



SECURITY
—Caschwa

Beaming with pride, the
“only I can get it done”
president (in name only)
saw a growing number
of undocumented,
brutalized, desperate,
immigrant, refugee
families seeking asylum
as their very last hope,

and responded by taking
them away from the
border, away from each
other, and running them
through a sharp-edged
c r o s s   s h r e d d e r

then just to be extra sure
he scattered the finely
shredded pieces into
several remotely stationed
trash bins, patted himself
on the back, “Job well done!”
and sat down to enjoy a
tasty piece of cake.



 Complexity of Red



FUNNY HOW THAT IS
—Caschwa
 
We have never met.
Let me introduce myself,
I am scenery.

You are a little
girl from a comic strip, well
beyond well informed.

I am dead to you,
the omniscient super girl,
although you need me

to help you be seen
towering above the world.
I am your sidewalk,

you put chalk on me
and play some devious games
you must always win.

Yet, long after you
have died and become ashes,
I will still be there.

____________________

Today’s LittleNip:

YOU MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE
—Caschwa

Turn your key to
access dark options
and hold the Press off
from your home.

(Found poem, Source:  Tracfone Services Guide, page headed: “You Made the Right Choice”)

____________________

Many thanks to today’s fine contributors, including SnakePal JD DeHart. JD, whose poetry sometimes appears in the Kitchen, has a new book of poetry:
A Five-Year Journey, from Dreaming Big Publications. Check it out at www.dreamingbigpublications.com/blog/new-release-a-five-year-journey-a-book-of-poetry-by-jd-dehart-from-dreaming-big-publications/.

Poetry events in our area begin tonight at Sac. Poetry Center with Leanne Grabel and John Dooley from Portland, Oregon, plus open mic. Then it will be a busy weekend, starting on Thursday at noon with Third Thursdays at the Central Library; then a choice of Poetry Unplugged at Luna’s Cafe in Sacramento at 8pm, or Valerie Wallace plus open mic at John Natsoulas Gallery in Davis, also 8pm.

On Friday, also in Davis, Patricia Wentzel and Gary Kruse (plus open mic) will be featured at The Other Voice, Unitarian Universalist Church library, 7:30pm.

And Saturday will be a full day, with Writers on the Air at Sac. Poetry Center presenting Ivy Almond and Mash, plus open mic, 9:30am-1pm; then Poetic License at the Placerville Sr. Center, 2-4pm; then the Convergence (online journal) reading at Sac. Poetry Center, from 2:30-5:30pm, celebrating its 15-Year Anniversary! Then from 6-10pm, Kathryn Hohlwein and Gene Avery will read at Poetry Unplugged at Luna's Cafe, followed by music from Proxy Moon.

Scroll down to the blue column (under the green column at the right) for info about these and other upcoming poetry events in our area—and note that more may be added at the last minute.

—Medusa



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