—Poetry by Joyce Odam and Robin Gale Odam,
Sacramento, CA
—Visuals by Joyce Odam
Sacramento, CA
—Visuals by Joyce Odam
ABOUT THE WEATHER
—Robin Gale Odam
I didn’t know what to say,
so I told you the morning was
lovely—pale sky, incessant drone
of distant plane, treetop full of
tiny buds threatening to bloom—
although I felt your chill, I could
always say something about
the weather.
(prev. pub. in Brevities, January 2014;
and in Medusa’s Kitchen, 7/4/23)
—Robin Gale Odam
I didn’t know what to say,
so I told you the morning was
lovely—pale sky, incessant drone
of distant plane, treetop full of
tiny buds threatening to bloom—
although I felt your chill, I could
always say something about
the weather.
(prev. pub. in Brevities, January 2014;
and in Medusa’s Kitchen, 7/4/23)
In The Dark
BABBLE
—Joyce Odam
After Conversation by Morris Davison
How charmingly they swirl together
in abstract value, never quite defined,
seldom understood, word through word—
gesturing and shifting, meanings losing context,
thoughts losing their places, as plane after plane
of conversation takes yet another direction.
How cleverly they change the value
of light and shadow
as if being rendered into an impression
by some impassioned artist
measuring the complicated din
of his listening—
all of them talking
or none of them talking at once—
letting a gap of silence in
then rushing through it once again—
becoming a blur of exemplified meaning
which has no meaning other than its sound.
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 5/17/11)
Halo
FROM DIN TO QUIET MUSIC
—Joyce Odam
I would be one with this loneliness
here in this center
which can go each way
here where all things coexist
the light flaring down
and the darkness filling
I want to be the light as it disperses
and be the shadow touched
by the dispersing light
I want to be the stillness
that watches this
I want to be the motion that results
Here is a sleeping bird with a silver wing
and a wing of dark. I want to fall asleep
in its eye and be where it is—
alive and alone
in this perfect center
to be no threat and have no foe
and I want to take in a long deep breath
and let out a quiet sigh, the way I do
when I turn from din to quiet music.
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 10/8/19)
In My Shadow
HOW DOES THAT SORROW GO
—Joyce Odam
Loud and thin.
An imaginary violin.
A silent cry
out of some resounding din.
Well, yes, and well, no.
One of us is wrong.
One of us is remembering
the wrong song.
One of us will be up
all night long.
Why buy more tears. We cried
long ago, and the tears dried.
We forgave and were forgiven,
and still love died.
We took its little life and said,
Oh well, we tried.
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 3/6/10; 11/21/17)
Loud and thin.
An imaginary violin.
A silent cry
out of some resounding din.
Well, yes, and well, no.
One of us is wrong.
One of us is remembering
the wrong song.
One of us will be up
all night long.
Why buy more tears. We cried
long ago, and the tears dried.
We forgave and were forgiven,
and still love died.
We took its little life and said,
Oh well, we tried.
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 3/6/10; 11/21/17)
Whose Garden Is This?
INSOMNIA XLIII
—Robin Gale Odam
If I should sleep I would
cry myself awake
I move through the house,
through an artifice of thin light from
window glass, into a darkened room
Incense and books a waver of
candle light the old straight-back
wooden chair the weathered sketch-
pad the vase of colored pencils
I select orange
(prev. pub. in Brevities, June 2020;
and in Medusa’s Kitchen, 6/21/24)
OCTAVE FOR A GRAIN OF SAND
—Joyce Odam
I was held
as still as a killed
flower in a hand.
I trembled into the vastness of eyes,
but that was when
I was young and old
and taken by surprise to be alive.
When I discovered
I was made of glass
because the mirror
held me thus and so for my own stare,
I knew I could be broken.
Even so,
I shook my petals endlessly
and felt the quivering in the stem
and felt the perfume go.
I used to dance
to feel my body know its music
and its self,
and I was strung to sound
like string to minding-dolls.
How many times
I longed for hands to measure me for love . . .
but what I touched
is strange and wrong
and not remembered anyway . . .
oh well—
I never thought I’d last this long.
I put my moments
in the time-shaped jar
and felt the emptiness
fill up around me
like a death.
But that was when
I loved myself too well.
I fell toward the water when
the sea pulled free
and I became
the endlessness of me,
feeling my roots pull backward
towards earth.
(prev. pub. in Epos, 1977;
and in Medusa’s Kitchen, 12/20/16)
GOD, IN HIS WANTING—
—Joyce Odam
After Rumi (“to form one pearl”)
unknown myth of being, what is he?
impenetrate mind—
blesséd heart and soul, what is he…
if he is insentient,
if he is neither kind nor cruel,
but just there, in the perception…
if there is nothing.
if there is all,
how does one prove the difference…
knowing is the same
as unknowing,
each absolute, each wondering…
faith—
that abstract word
without elaboration…
god of
miraculous response
or fathomless disregard…
of what is belief comprised?
of fear? of dread?
connected to the great what if…
only the mind,
against, or with,
the mind of the unanswerable…
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 12/26/17)
After Rumi (“to form one pearl”)
unknown myth of being, what is he?
impenetrate mind—
blesséd heart and soul, what is he…
if he is insentient,
if he is neither kind nor cruel,
but just there, in the perception…
if there is nothing.
if there is all,
how does one prove the difference…
knowing is the same
as unknowing,
each absolute, each wondering…
faith—
that abstract word
without elaboration…
god of
miraculous response
or fathomless disregard…
of what is belief comprised?
of fear? of dread?
connected to the great what if…
only the mind,
against, or with,
the mind of the unanswerable…
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 12/26/17)
The Envious Mind
NASCENT
—Joyce Odam
I want to be one
with this loneliness—
here in this center which can go
each way—here where all things coexist,
the light flaring down and the darkness filling.
I want to be the light as it disperses,
and to be the shadow that is touched
by the dispersing light; I want to
be the stillness that watches this;
I want to be the motion that results.
Oh, here is a sleeping bird with a silver wing
and a wing of dark. I want to fall asleep
in its eye and be where it is—
alive and alone in this
perfect center.
I want to be no threat and have no foe.
I want to take in a long, deep breath
and let out a quiet sigh—the
way I do when I turn from
din to quiet music.
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 5/31/22)
I want to be one
with this loneliness—
here in this center which can go
each way—here where all things coexist,
the light flaring down and the darkness filling.
I want to be the light as it disperses,
and to be the shadow that is touched
by the dispersing light; I want to
be the stillness that watches this;
I want to be the motion that results.
Oh, here is a sleeping bird with a silver wing
and a wing of dark. I want to fall asleep
in its eye and be where it is—
alive and alone in this
perfect center.
I want to be no threat and have no foe.
I want to take in a long, deep breath
and let out a quiet sigh—the
way I do when I turn from
din to quiet music.
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 5/31/22)
The Intentions of Dreams
THE TIMELESS SUMMER
—Joyce Odam
As the red crest rises, I live on beyond it: my other
life—the one not taken by the red dream—or any
other death, avoided.
(That my cry of warning went unheeded in the
dream is a small detail, wondered about . . . )
As the red crest rises, I wait in the interminable,
slow-motioned wait a dream takes to realize it is
a dream and I needn’t fear it.
(That I went strangely terrified toward the town
with its unheeding people is still a guilt of failure;
they looked at me as if I was only dreaming . . . )
As the red crest rises, it becomes a red cowl—
unbreaking, but curving ever higher—over the
shore-front shops and narrow boardwalks and the
indifferent people.
(That I still bear the weight of that terror is part
of the old distance—the sea was Kelly-Red—
rendered into a permanent dream that I once
dreamed and still can feel : the ultimate crashing
and my urge of warning . . . )
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 5/31/22)
SCRIBBLE
—Robin Gale Odam
above a thunderous rinse cycle
in the laundry room
over the din of commercials pleading
inside the television
a short distance from breakfast in peril
on the stove
the fracture of poetry
(prev. pub. in Brevities, June 2020;
and in Medusa’s Kitchen, 5/21/24)
About Virtue
SERMON
—Joyce Odam
a mute in the land of silence
a sage in the land of praise
a singer in a field of song birds
a gossip amid rumorous bell-ringing . . .
these are the tellers of what we ask
these are the tellers of what we answer
these are the voices and non-voices of all
the babble with which the world is filling . . .
oh, go to the mute for silence
go to the sage for opinion
go to one who is hushed by birds
and let the old bells keep ringing . . .
(prev. pub. in Medusa’s Kitchen, 10/22/13; 7/17/18;
7/9/19)
Eureka
Today’s LittleNip:
THE IMPORTANCE OF BEING CALM
—Joyce Odam
You don’t do anything about it.
You do everything in the same pattern
play the radio
get the news and the weather
numb-off for the commercials
fill up the silence with din
so you can think . . .
It doesn’t matter
accept everything the way it is
there isn’t anything to solve
or make better
it is already written the way
it is going to be.
Just turn the page.
___________________
Joyce Odam and Robin Gale Odam have dealt with our Tuesday Seed of the Week with their usual deft hands today, and we thank them, as always, for their fine craftsmanship. Robin writes: “Joyce's ‘From Din to Quiet Music’ and ‘Nascent’ are identical twins, same DNA, different names, and just enough difference for each to stand alone . . . “ We can live with that. If it’s worth saying once, it’s worth . . . well, you know . . .
Our new Seed of the Week is “Birds of a Feather”. Is this about politics? Business? (S)crappy families? Send your poems, photos & artwork about this (or any other) subject to kathykieth@hotmail.com. No deadline on SOWs, though, and for a peek at our past ones, click on “Calliope’s Closet”, the link at the top of this column, for plenty of others to choose from. And see every Form Fiddlers’ Friday for poetry form challenges, including those of the Ekphrastic type.
And be sure to check each Tuesday for the latest Seed of the Week.
___________________
—Medusa
THE IMPORTANCE OF BEING CALM
—Joyce Odam
You don’t do anything about it.
You do everything in the same pattern
play the radio
get the news and the weather
numb-off for the commercials
fill up the silence with din
so you can think . . .
It doesn’t matter
accept everything the way it is
there isn’t anything to solve
or make better
it is already written the way
it is going to be.
Just turn the page.
___________________
Joyce Odam and Robin Gale Odam have dealt with our Tuesday Seed of the Week with their usual deft hands today, and we thank them, as always, for their fine craftsmanship. Robin writes: “Joyce's ‘From Din to Quiet Music’ and ‘Nascent’ are identical twins, same DNA, different names, and just enough difference for each to stand alone . . . “ We can live with that. If it’s worth saying once, it’s worth . . . well, you know . . .
Our new Seed of the Week is “Birds of a Feather”. Is this about politics? Business? (S)crappy families? Send your poems, photos & artwork about this (or any other) subject to kathykieth@hotmail.com. No deadline on SOWs, though, and for a peek at our past ones, click on “Calliope’s Closet”, the link at the top of this column, for plenty of others to choose from. And see every Form Fiddlers’ Friday for poetry form challenges, including those of the Ekphrastic type.
And be sure to check each Tuesday for the latest Seed of the Week.
___________________
—Medusa
A reminder that
Twin Lotus Thai in Sacramento
features Lawrence Dinkins, Cloudy,
and Patrick Grizzell tonight, 6pm,
with reservations stronger advised.
For into about this and other
future poetry happenings in
Northern California and otherwheres,
click on
UPCOMING NORCAL EVENTS
(http://medusaskitchen.blogspot.com/p/wtf.html)
in the links at the top of this page—
and keep an eye on this link and on
the daily Kitchen for happenings
that might pop up
—or get changed!—
during the week.
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Guidelines are at the top of this page
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send poetry and/or photos and artwork
to kathykieth@hotmail.com. We post
work from all over the world—including
that which was previously published—
and collaborations are welcome.
Just remember:
the snakes of Medusa are always hungry—
for poetry, of course!
Twin Lotus Thai in Sacramento
features Lawrence Dinkins, Cloudy,
and Patrick Grizzell tonight, 6pm,
with reservations stronger advised.
For into about this and other
future poetry happenings in
Northern California and otherwheres,
click on
UPCOMING NORCAL EVENTS
(http://medusaskitchen.blogspot.com/p/wtf.html)
in the links at the top of this page—
and keep an eye on this link and on
the daily Kitchen for happenings
that might pop up
—or get changed!—
during the week.
Photos in this column can be enlarged by
clicking on them once, then clicking on the x
in the top right corner to come back to Medusa.
Poets’ bios appear on their first MK visit.
To find previous posts, type the name
of the poet (or poem) into the little
beige box at the top left-hand side
of this column. See also
Medusa’s Rapsheet at the bottom
of the blue column at the right
side of this column to find
any date you want.
Miss a post?
You can find our most recent ones by
scrolling down under this daily one.
Or there's an "Older Posts" button
at the bottom of this column.
(Please excuse typos in older posts!
Blogspot has been through a lot of
incarnations in 20 years!)
Would you like to be a SnakePal?
Guidelines are at the top of this page
at the Placating the Gorgon link;
send poetry and/or photos and artwork
to kathykieth@hotmail.com. We post
work from all over the world—including
that which was previously published—
and collaborations are welcome.
Just remember:
the snakes of Medusa are always hungry—
for poetry, of course!